I can't wait for the day that all of these will be over
I can't wait to go home and cry in the shower
I can't wait to feel the mixture of warm and cold water
I can't wait to play with the water and pretend that I'm a water bender
I like crying in the shower
Because my sniffs will not be heard
My tears will be covered
The water pressure on my back just calms me
Even if it's just the shower, I feel like i'm at the ocean or sea
I like crying in the shower
I hate crying in general
But whenever I feel the gush of water flow in my body
I can't help but to feel relaxed and relieved
Don't judge me
But I really like crying in the shower
The rain like sound calms my nerves, muscles and bones
I feel much lighter than earlier— wherein i'm as stiff as stones
I like crying in the shower
Not just because of the rain sound or the flow of the water
I like crying in the shower
Because no one can see the sad and crying side of me
