I wake up the next morning not feeling great I pull the bar down and swing my feet around and getting out of bed and grab the side of things keeping my balance up and walk to the bathroom and then seb the doctor comes in
Seb: what are u doing u need to rest
Tegan : I need to go to the bathroom
Seb: ok Just wait here a sec
I stay there trying to keep my balance he then comes back in with a walking stick
Seb: use this to keep your balence and as soon as your down come back and rest
Tegan : I will
I walk to the bathroom do my stuff and walk back and seb is still there I get back in bed watching Daniel so I don't hurt him while he's still asleep .
Seb: right here's your medaction and what do u want for breakfast
Tegan : can i have fruit please
Seb: ok someone will be here soon to give it to u
Tegan : ok thank u
I take my medaction grab my phone and watch YouTube have breakfast that was taken to me and then Daniel wakes up
Tegan.: hello sleepy head
Daniel : what's the time
Tegan : like 10
Daniel : when did u wake up
Tegan : don't know but do u want any friute
Daniel : Yh
He takes a couple bits of it and then sits up
I carry on watching YouTube until I finished all of it
Tegan : so what have u been up to lately
Daniel : nothing much been to Europe for tour obviously and then we celebrated Christmas with family what have been up to
Tegan. Nothing just been in out of hospatal and done a couple classes at NYC
Daniel : so u did college
Tegan : Yh I did because obviously I didn't go to Keaton in LA so I got a space in NYC even if it's not dance
Daniel : Yh are u enjoying it
Tegan.: Yh it's been nice made a couple friends but nothing like what I had with u and the other guys
Daniel : no one can beat us
Tegan : no they can't u guys were the best
Daniel : were did u mean are the best
Tegan : fine are the best
Daniel : good
Tegan : mhh
Daniel ; i missed your smile
Tegan : thanks I missed everything about u your eyes your tooth gap your hugs u gave me
Daniel ; good but I missed other things aswell
Tegan : nice
Daniel : sorry if I made that awkward
Tegan : no u didn't i just didn't think u would say that u know
Daniel : Yh I get it
Tegan : but i do to missed it
Daniel : good
We catch up more until I need the bathroom again so I get up and have the walk stick
Tegan : u know this makes me feel old
Daniel : that's because u are
Tegan : shut up your older then me
Daniel : yh by a mouth
Tegan : oh well your old
I get to the bathroom do my stuff and realise I'm in my period great and I don't have anything so I walk out push the button and a couple nurses come in
Nurse : what do u need
Tegan : stuff to help with a period I don't have anything
Nurse : ok I'll grab u stuff
Tegan : thanks
Daniel : what do u need that u whispered
Tegan: female stuff
Daniel : ok
I stay up and wait for the nurse to give me stuff and she dose and then I go to the bathroom do my stuff and head back in
Tegan ; are u like gonna stay or are u gonna go
Daniel : stay for as long u need me
Tegan: k sounds good
Daniel : Yh do u need anything
Tegan : nope got all my stuff I need
Daniel : good so what are u planning on doing when u get out
Tegan : idk go to college full time and maybe start doing dance again
Daniel : nice
I sit down on the single chair look at the photo of gabe he look so peaceful but I know he's in a better place now
Tegan : wait Daniel how's bry
Daniel : uh
Tegan : what
Daniel : she left after she was well enough after giving birth and no one has anything to do with her
Tegan : why there apart of life
Daniel : idk
Tegan : have u got any photos of her
Daniel : Yh
Tegan : let me see
