I don't know why I don't trust you as much as I should but I wish I could. It would make everything so much easier. I second guess you more than ever and I wish I didn't.
All you've done is give me reasons to trust you but for some reason, I can't.
Maybe it's because of how I haven't gotten over from everything that's happened to my life the last year or maybe it's because I still think about him and can't get him out of my head. I wish I could tell you why I can't trust you completely.
I know you trust me and I know that you would do anything for me. You deserve the world and I'm not that. I know you think you deserve less than me but you're wrong, you deserve someone who is going to trust you no matter what and isn't going to second guess everything you say.
I wish I could give you the world.
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My Head
AléatoireI'm nowhere near being a poet or an author. This is just what goes through my head.