My Head

Gut Feelings

I want something with you so bad but I have this horrible gut feeling that it's not right and that something is off.

I like you so much that I can barely handle it but I can't ignore the gut feeling.

I wish I could keep ignoring these gut feelings but every time I do I get hurt worse and worse. You said you'd never hurt me but so did he, I second guess everything you say because he said the same things. I need to let myself heal and I need to work on myself before finding a guy to have a relationship with.

You've helped me through more than you know in the last 3 months, I can't express how much I appreciate you and love being friends with you. 

Every time I'm having a bad day and we hang out, my day gets better instantly. I know you see a forever with me but I don't know how you can possibly see forever with me when you barely see me and I get myself in trouble every time we get close to talking more and seeing each other more.

I'm sorry...