Blue Lily

Intimate Sleepover

Shopping was really fun, and Mikeys mother was amazing.

I spent over £80 on junk, ping meals, chocolate, ice cream, about 6 bags of haribo's, Lambrusco which Mikey's mother bought for me because I was too young, and cigarettes. I thought it'd be a good idea for me to start again, I mean it would calm down my mood. Anyhow last time I smoked Mum wasn't bothered about the fact I smoked, just that she had to pay for them, and she couldn't afford it, but now she has a new job, I don't think she'll mind. 

Mikey's Mum, whom by the way is called Jane, sorry for being rude, she made me laugh, she was understanding and I could tell how much she loved Mikey just how she spoke to him. 

Mikey suggested that he should stay at mine the night, so we could get a proper start on our school project. I smiled the second he suggested it, just because I knew something sexual would happen. I mean I couldn't resist, he had a little muscle, and the way he looked after me made it harder for me to stop myself. 

We were on the way back from Morrisons, I loved Janes car, it was so big, and had beige leather seats. I thought it was great to be higher than every other Corsa, BMW, or Cleo Sports, it made me feel taller. I know that sounded so childish but I had a small childish side, that only came out when I decided.

"So what're you love birds going to do tonight? If you have sex, please use protection" Jane laughed. 

Mikey and I looked at eachother, smiled looked down and turned to our original positions. 

"Mum we aren't together." Mikey replied. 

"Yeah Jane, we aren't together, although you love me so much that you'd like to be with your son." I interrupted.

"Of course Lily, I'd like you to be with my son, and It is so obvious you like eachother!" Jane snapped back.

"Mum, your embarassing me." Mikey blushed.

Jane parked up outside my house, and kissed Mikey on the forehead. "Have fun, Mikey text me when you want picking up tomorrow. Nice meeting you Lily" With that we got out the car, with the shopping and walked up to my house.

Walking up the stairs, Mikey reached for my hand and muttered "Why can't we be together?" I smiled and shrugged my skinny shoulders. 

I wanted to be with him, I did, but with my depression and all I'd find it too difficult. 

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                                                                              Mikeys POV

I wanted to be with Lily, so bad. But I got the impression she wasn't ready to commit herself to someone. 

We walked into her house and I helped her put the shopping away. 

"Where do you want your fags?" I asked Lily. 

"Just leave them on the side, I'll grab a lighter and have one now, would you like one?" she asked me.

"Yeah go on then why not." I smiled. I walked over to Lily, and placed my hands on her hips, she looked extra gorgeous today. 

"I want to be with you Lily, I do, I want to be a couple." I mentioned. I knew she was confused about her feelings towards me but I couldn't help myself. I wanted to help her with her depression.