Blue Lily

I say Goodbye Lily.

I am Mikey, a caring individual. Who lost his first love due to betrayal.

Lily if your listening to me up there, I want you to know I am so sorry. I know we argued, and I know we had our fights, but the good times come to show everytime I think of you. I know you wouldn't want me to cry, I know you wouldn't want me to be so negative. Sitting on your bed now, I look at all your belongings, I look at all your things and what you would say to me if I dare touch anything. 

When I found out, you had gone. My heart opened up, and I realised I had lost the most important thing to me. Your mother called me, and told me to come around here. Looking at your body lay there, so still and fragile caused me pain. I wanted to reach out for you and kiss you, but I didn't want to move you.

Lily, oh my Beautiful, Beautiful, Blue Lily. I love you so much, and til' this day I will always love you. You were so beautiful and I bet you still are. Laying in bed at night, I want to hold you, I want to grab you and squeeze you.

All them times we made love, I'd do anything to make love just once more, even see your face one more time, even if it was just for five minutes,

I completed our school project, I'll read it to you, I'll read what I said infront of all the 400 students at our High School.

"Lily was different from anyone I had ever met. Lily had her own problems, and she was unique in her own way. There were plenty of times we had our misunderstandings, but she always made me feel special when we made up again. Lily liked being disobedient, she didn't really get on with her mother, but she loved my mum. Lily was fragile, and loved laying under the stars and pointing out which ones she loved the most. Lily was kind, defensive and irresistable. Lily taught me a few things I didn't know about myself, she taught me to appreciate what I had got, she taught me to love someone, and when I did guard them with my life. Lily had dreams she wanted to fulfill, I know her dreams. So now saying this infront of all you students, take her advice, appreciate what you've got and when you love someone like I loved Lily, guard them with your life, because if you don't, one day they will be gone, and only the tears that fall from your eyes will hear how sorry you really are."

Lily, I am taking your advice yet again, I have everything now, besides you. Now I am saying Goodbye, because I have my own dreams to fulfill. I love you my gorgeous princess. Goodbye and Godbless.

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I want to say thank you to all of you, because you reading this has given me hope from day one to finish this novel. I got emotional at the end a slight, just because I loved being part of Mikeys and Lily's love even though it wasn't real. I hope I have inspired you:).

Lots of love,

Ashleigh.

P.S Thank you again!