Blue Lily

Facing the music

Waking up in Mikeys bed the next morning,completely unable to remember the day before, I took the duvet off the top of me and placed it on Mikey.

Squinting at a small alarm clock on the other side of the room,I tried to see what time it was but my eye sight was never too good. Opening and closing my eyes Mikey sat up next to me, wrapped his arms around the back of me and pulled me back down to where the pillows lay.

"What actually happened last night?" I asked Mikey with a dreadful sore throat.

Looking at me and smiling, Mikey replied "Do you really want me to answer that, I mean, you got pretty plastered." He wiped a lonely strand of hair away from my face and kissed my forehead.

"I got drunk? Why? I had a fight with someone, I'm sure I did" slowly waking up, yesterday seemed more clear.

"If you'd like to call someone your mum, then yeah" he laughed.

"Why are you so nice to me? I mean I remember being a bitch to you yesterday, and now I'm lying in your bed, which by the way is rather comfy, and your cuddling me,why exactly?" I frowned. I didn't understand Mikey's kindness towards me, I mean if it was me, and someone was being that horrible to me, I'd tell them where to stuff it, but hey, I'm quite a negative individual.

"Because, my beautiful baby, you have been through a lot, and I realise that you have some issues that do need sorting, but I am here to help you, I love you, I love everything about you, even your cuts" Mikey stroked over the most recent cut from yesterday and looked  down at me and whispered, "I don't care about your imperfections, your perfect" and kissed my forehead again.

My heart smiled,and so did my mouth, he made me happy, even when I couldn't cheer myself up, he was kind, generous and warm-hearted nothing that I'd ever deserve.

Sitting up to face Mikey, I took his hand and kissed it then mumbled

"You know? I'm sorry for anything I've ever done to you, you are such a lovely guy, and how others treat you is nasty and wrong, they judge you and so did I. I apologise" kissing his hand again, he sniffled and looked at me.

Crying, I wiped his face and asked "Baby, why're you crying?" he smiled with tears streaming down his face and answered:

"You don't realise how much that means to me, how nice that sounds and how much of an impact that has on me, everyone is so horrible to me at school, and all along I've pulled through being strong and dealing with it, and to have you of all people who used to judge me, be nice to me is just heart warming. I bet you think I'm a softy, but I've got an angry side, but you, my beautiful blue Lily you stop that from showing." gasping for breath, Mikey laughed to try hide the fact he was hurting.

Still smiling at me Mikey whispered "I don't know about you, but I could kill for a sausage sandwich, fancy one and a fag?" smiling back I nodded and got up.

"Mind if I borrow a top and boxers?" I asked.

Walking over to me, Mikey grabbed my legs and lifted me up around his waist, wrapping my legs around him he kissed my neck, and walked down the stairs, god knows how, he couldn't see where he was going.

"Morning lovers!" Jane shouted from the kitchen.

"Hiya" I smiled walking through the door way.

I held Mikeys hand as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Morning Mum, fancy making two sausage sandwiches, pretty please?" he let go of me and walked over to Jane, kissing her cheek.