The Omega Possession(sequel to Omega Lottery)

Hoseok

"Do you want to go home?"
I glance up from the ground to Yoongi. He seems uncomfortable as we stand outside of the hospital. Nervous, almost.
I shrug. "Doesn't matter. Do you want to?"
He licks his lips. "I'm kinda tired." He admits.
I smile, slipping my hand into his. "Let's go home then. We don't have to get Soyeon until tomorrow." I remind him.
He takes a deep breath. "Right."
The ride home is quiet and wracked with nerves. I think about my conversation with Jin the night before. It's actually crazy we haven't done anything more sexual than kiss in all these months.
I know I'm self conscious and he's afraid of hurting me. I guess both of us are afraid of change. Once home, I walk to the bedroom and sit shakily on the bed.
Yoongi walks by me to the bathroom. "I'm going to take a shower. Be back soon." He mutters, shutting and locking the door behind him. I play with my fingers. I don't like this. This...new dynamic between us. It's awkward. I feel awkward. I've felt a lot of things around Min Yoongi since I've known him but awkward was never one of them.
I haven't even let him see me naked since I've been back. I just...I just...feel uncomfortable in my skin. I know I'm still me but the change is hard to handle. I'm no longer controlled by my omega senses and nature. I'm struggling to be same me without them.
I want us to be closer but what if he doesn't like me as much as a human? What if he doesn't want to put in the extra work now to please me? Before my body produced natural slick and he didn't have to do much work but now...he'll actually have to properly prepare me.
It's like I'm a virgin again. The antidote healed and changed all of me. While as an omega my body was made to stretch to accommodate him and birthing young...humans aren't. It would take a lot to get me ready for sex and I'm scared he doesn't want to do it. I don't want to bring it up to him, though, either.
He's changed a lot towards me, too. Since I've basically—literally—come back from the dead, he's become gentler to me. Softer and less argumentative. I'm still built like a soldier and I'm still just as strong. Maybe a little more emotionally fragile but other than that it's the same but he acts like I'm made of glass.
I miss his rough attitude and our stupid ridiculous arguments that ended up in hot steamy sex almost everyday. It felt like that anyway.
Looking back, I feel like that time was from two different couples. We act nothing like that now. It hasn't helped seeing all the pregnant omegas around me. I know it gets to Yoongi, too.
I get up and walk over to the mirror, observing myself. I'm still me. Yoongi is still Yoongi. No matter what he's still my mate deep down. He proposed to me, not caring that I'm human. He's trying to adjust to being with a human by doing things the human way without complaint. I didn't even ask him.
A smile crosses my lips as I stare down at my sparkly yet simple ring. So us. He knows me well. Simplicity is best with me. The water shuts off and I bite my lip as he steps out in only a towel. His strong glistening muscles on display.
Blushing, I look away and grab my towel. "I'm going to take mine." I say, quickly closing myself inside and leaning against the door. God, why am I like this? I'm not like this.
I roll my eyes at myself and start the shower to clean myself up. Taking a little longer just to calm my nerves. I honestly don't know why I'm nervous and shy. It's not like...anything is going to happen tonight.

I open the bedroom door, tucked securely in my fluffy robe, blinking at the unexpected darkened room. Candles flicker around the dressers and nightstand and my breath catches as I see Yoongi leaning back on the bed...completely naked.
Holy shit. My mouth goes dry as I take a step back in surprise. God, I don't know if I'm ready for this. I'm panicking. He sits up slowly and beckons me closer.
      Against my will, my feet move to his side. I avoid looking at his body, beyond embarrassed as my dick plumps up under my thick robe. "W-what..."
      He looks up at me seriously, taking my hand and kissing my fingers. "Don't be nervous, baby. I know you aren't ready for me to make love to you yet. I'm not going to pressure you but I miss us being closer, intimate."
      I nod, feeling the same way. A lump forms in my throat. My gaze trails around the room and over the bed. "D-do you want—"
      He shakes his head, cutting me off. "This is all about you, baby." He sighs, taking a deep breath. "I do believe I made you a promise." He smirks.
     My brow furrows. "Oh." Oh. Excitement slowly fills me. My eyes widen. "You mean..."
      He lays back, pulling me beside him on the bed. "I don't care who does what, Hoseok. I just miss you, miss being close with you. I get you aren't ready to go there yourself so I'll give in first. I love you. You already have all of me. What's a little more?" He eases me over him, pulling me into a kiss.
     I moan against his mouth, running my tongue over his bottom lip. He opens up and our tongues slowly glide together, wet and slippery and perfect.
     Kissing is something we've definitely done many, many times. We make out for a long time. I'm a flushed breathless mess by the time we part.
     Fully turned on and ready for the next step. He gives me a knowing look. "I hope you're ready for a battle, human. It's not easy for an alpha to give it up."
      I laugh. "There's the Yoongi I know and love. I was wondering when you got a brain transplant."
      He growls, tugging my bottom lip between his teeth. "I'm fully willing to let you take my ass but that doesn't mean I don't want to play for a while." He teases, grasping my lips and kissing me harder. I moan.
       God, I've missed this. I can't believe I'm finally going to top my fiancé, my mate. Human or not, he's my mate. I've dreamed of this for so long.
     "D-do you have the stuff?" I ask breathlessly against his mouth. I don't want to hurt him.
     He pulls away. "What stuff?"
     I stare at him. "The lube? I think we'll need that now."
     He blinks. "What the fuck is lube?"