Block 6ix9ine

xo tour life

It was now december, honestly, things were... strange. Danny got signed to some record lable called Tr3yway. He was going on tour in January over in europe and wanted me to go too, but i couldn't leave the set. I couldn't leave Markus with all the responsibility. It was making me conflicted. I knew Danny wouldn't go on a whole tour in europe and stay loyal, but if i leave all these guys under Markus's rules, fuck knows what ill come home too.

I hated this life. I always have but sometimes you gotta work with the hands that you're delt. Maybe I should go with him. i had visions, If things go right, me and Danny could get Saraiyah and just fuck off.

That could never happen though, we could never leave this no matter how big Danny gets. He could never leave this life. Some times i look back at the day i jumped him in and i regret it.

I realise now that danny was only looking for a place to fit in. I feel bad for doing him wrong like that, i should have thought before i acted. I was bitter that someone could get so close to Markus and not be blood. Literally.

"SINETA" Markus shouted. I looked at him.

"Babe you ok?" Danny asked as he drove the car home.

"Huh? Yeah im good" i said leaning back.

"Babe you been spaced out for like 20 minuets?" Danny said.

"Sorry, i was day dreaming." I said.

"Anyway, i was saying Markus should come on tour with me if you cant go" he said.

"Sure" i said not really listening.

"Is you ok Sis? Youre acting real strange" Markus told me leaning forward to see me.

"Im ok, i was just spaced out. Im tired as shit" I said. We had Saraiyah stay over the night before, she was alittle sick so she cried a lot, Danny slept most of the time i was up with her.

"Ay, what if we go home, get food and just lay in bed all day?" Danny asked. I raised my eyebrows at him.

"What you gotta sleep for i did most of the work." I said to him as he laughed.

"You didnt wake me" he said.

"Nigga a bomb wouldn't wake you from ya sleep" Markus laughed.

"Whatever, she could have just gotten me up" Danny said.

"If you didnt wake up to that screaming you wasnt waking up" i said shaking my head.

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We were at home puting up christmas decorations. Me and Danny had been talking and we were thinking about telling everyone we were dating soon. I dont know how the sets gonna react but they will have to get used to it.

Danny was going on tour with Markus since i refused to leave the guys for that long. Danny was saying he wanted me to go to the studio with him soon.

"Its gonna be so cool, the next song im doing is in LA with some rapper named Trippie Redd" he said. I raised my eyebrows.

"You're making a song with Trippie?" I asked. He nodded.

"Yeah ive to record it in February after the European tour. You're coming to LA with me" he said. I nodded.

"What about the Drop offs in febuary? Its all planned out" i said.

"Sis, chill, i can take care of drop offs. I usualy do anyway." Markus said. "Plus Freedo and Gotti will be here too" he said.

I sighed. I didnt like this whole idea but i guess it was a way for me and Danny to get to spend some time together. We haven't had much time together since everything had just went downhill since we met.

"Okay, but you gotta call me all the time and shit. I wanna be in the loop, that means setting up burner phones and shit Markus" i said to him. he smiled and high fived Danny.

"Told you she'd go for it Bro" Danny told Markus.

"Yeah, you did" he said smiling.

"You two are some strange ass kids" i said rolling my eyes.

"Aye while ya talking about kids, we're keeping Saraiyah on christmas night, so she gets to spend time with you and Markus." Danny informed me, i smiled and nodded.

I fell in love with baby Saraiyah, she was so cute and she looked alot like Sara. She hads dannys hair though. Long brown locks that were beautiful. I loved having her around. I treated her just like my own daughter. I loved ehat dant was growing his hair, he was sexy.

"Are you eating dinner st Sara's?"i asked. He shook his head.

"Her mother offered but i said no, I'd rather stay with you and eat." He said.

"But what about Saraiyahs first christmas?" I asked.

"Shes just a baby Sineta, she wont even remember it" he told me as i rolled my eyes.

"Ok babe, if you insist" i said smiling as he pecked my lips.

"Were gonna have a great christmas a'ite shes gonna be happy no matter who spends it with her" he told me as he wrapped his arms around me pulling me into him.

"A'ite i believe you" i said pecking his lips this time.

He shiled and kissed me again. I cuddled him close.

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Its been a whole month 😭 my update schefule be trash