Gothic_L poetry corner

game over

So close yet so far
I almost told you who you are
Iv kept it bottelled all these years
Now it brings me close to tears
Knowing you will never know
Knowing you have never seen
Just how much you truly mean
But now that last night is passed
And we won't be raising a glass
Without dutch courage I can't tell
That iv always been under your spell
Those old jokes weren't jokes to me
Oh how much I want to tell
But fear stops me like a final bell
Fear of rejection I can't take
Losing a friend would be mistake
So instead I hold it deep inside
My secret there it will remain
But I doubt it will ever fade
Tonight I was on the edge of that blade
But the time passed
We said goodnight
And now I'll hold it deep inside
Fear has won
My time is up
Looks like I'm out of luck
Game over