Sometimes I stay shut
Feels better to be alone than being hurt
All I need is people to leave me by
Just so I would be willing to try
To open up my heart again
And will myself to feel a bit of pain
Sometimes I want to be brave
To go for things my heart crave
"Maybe this time will be different," I say to myself
As if talking to myself is going to be so much of a help
I hate this stupid brain of mine
So much to think about and too little to pine
With thoughts that consume me beyond relief
And decisions that come out of me that I can't delete
I hate my stupid heart
Way too clingy to people with all the wrong parts
I hate how it loves
I hate how it hurts
I hate how quickly it gets attached
To things without even thinking about how not to react
This venting doesn't seem to be that effective
As I keep feeling no one can see from my perspective
But I keep doing the same things day after day
Dodging the hurdles along the way
more poetry yay! this one is currently my fave even though its depressing as fuck. you get a little snippet from my brain and what it was thinking today! enjoy.
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Poetrya plethora of miscellaneous ideas that popped into my head and refused to stay inside. from random proses to poetry to book reviews: this book has it all for your reading pleasure :)
