The World Now - H. S

Monstrous

Roses P.O.V

I walked back to Anna who was still picking up glass cups that still had the red liquid linger inside. The other maides just continued staring at me while doing their jobs. A small part of me felt bad however that feeling was pushed into a corner as I was extremely frustrated and upset at the lack of common decency. How can you stare at someone you don't even know, and it's a lingering kinda stare not a quick glance you know. Like honestly at this point, I wanna fight a mf-

"Rose!" Anna waved over to me, sighing deeply, I walked over performing a perfect smile.

"Anna, um Harry asked if you could take me back to my room. I'm not completely sure where it -"

"Yeah I will take you back" she said smiling up at me as she set the cups in a basket that had several others. We walked towards the right side door of the ballroom down a long corridor to the end where my room resides. It was quiet and there were so many things running through my mind. If I stay here will I die? Duh. If I go back out there will I die? Possibly. Will the lords let me leave the castle? Doubtfully. Why am I here?...

"Rose did you hear me?" Anna waved a hand in front of my face as we were outside of my bedroom door.

"Sorry, what did you say?" I said innocently as we walked in my room.

"I will bring you're food in an hour, okay" Her voice was very high pitched and peppy making me feel, exhausted.

"Okay but, Anna..." I paused as I sat down on my bed before Anna could turn around and leave

"Do you maybe...like Lord Harry? Or possibly Love him?" I asked and I was anxious for the answer. Don't get me wrong I hate any vampire that walkes this earth and at no time did I develop any thing for the lords. I just want to know for sure what they do with the madies and if any of them feel anything. Her face held an expression of depression or confusion almost making me wish I could take it back if I'd know it cause her this much of a headache.

"Never mind. You don't have to answer that." I smiled up at her. Her face lifted slightly as she sighed leaning against the wall across from me.

"I like having physical things with him." She smirked making me really wish I would have never asked

"and I like the way he makes me feel when we're alone plus he has this huge, like massive- "

"Don't wanna know. I do not wanna know. Ok hahah." I looked away with my hand out to signal her to stop. Embarrassed a bit I tried laughing it off as she thoroughly laughed in response to my reaction.

"Harry does give me pleasure but I wouldn't say I love him.I started to like the guys over time and I know you will too" She said in a hopeful tone. I stared at her blank faced, faintly disgusted, honestly just wanting her to leave after that comment.

"Everyone has their baggage-"

"Some more than others" I stated with a frown as she sighed leaning back looking at me oddly.

"Yes, some more, but we shouldn't be judged because of what we are-"

"You shouldn't be judge- ha. Do you understand how ignorant you sound. You're monsters. You kill my kind to survive!-"

"As does yours!" She hollered with her nostrils flared and her teeth prominently when she spoke. She was angry, as was I.

"Because we have too-"

"Because you fear and do not understand!" She dominated me as she stood before me staring down at my mortal state with eyes as red as a cherry. Her breathing became staggered and heavy with her hands at her side, finger nails pointed evident to strike. She was a frightful sight to behold.