it was time to say goodbye. time to let go of the secret not so secret love of his life. jimin had never experienced so much pain.
but jimin was last to say goodbye, he didn't know if it was a good or bad thing.
"it's time to say goodbye," soonyoung mumbled as he stepped from the room after talking to his unconscious older brother.
namjoon and jin stood up, who had been crying along with the other four boys.
yoongi might've acted like a grouch, sour, cold. but he did have a heart. a heart that was all too kind as to let his friends enter his life the way they did.
he didn't deserve pain. not at all.
he deserved the exact opposite. he deserved happiness and light and love and everything perfect in the world.
yoongi deserved perfection, like he was.
"jimin.. it's your turn," taehyung mumbled as he stepped out next to jungkook.
jimin wasn't ready, he couldn't say goodbye, he could let yoongi go. but he had to. maybe letting go is better than holding on,
but maybe not.
jimin shuffles into the hospital room, where yoongi lied lifelessly. so pale, paler than usual. yoongi already looked dead. it was almost scary.
"hey yoongi," jimin mumbled, tears shamelessly falling.
"yoongi i'm so sorry... for everything, it's my fault. i don't want to make this long. i would if i could but soonyoung is in a hurry and..." jimin had to think about his words, but his mind seemed too jumbled to think.
"i really love you yoongi. i don't want to let go. i don't want to lose you but i do want to end your suffering,"
"i'm just so sorry. sorry for talking to you, sorry for kissing you, sorry for being so fucked up, sorry for killing you,"
"if it weren't for me, you'd have never had to drive home that night. you'd still be able to live, probably with a girl or guy that made you so much happier," jimin mumbled,
"i'm just so sorry," he leaned down, kissing yoongi's cold lips only for a second.
he had to feel that feeling again. that rush of happiness when their lips connected,
but this time the happiness felt dead and faded.
as jimin stepped out, moving came from the hospital bed behind him, followed by yoongi opening his eyes.
"y-yoongi?" yoongi only grunted back, making jimin run to soonyoung and the other boys.
"y-yoongi moved! yoongi grunted he's still with us!"
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you deserve better || yoonmin
Fanfictionin which min yoongi, a struggling alcoholic and druggie, who just escaped his abusive dad, is forced to join a psychology center across town, owned by his high school friend, kim seokjin due to his probation, where he meets his soon to be lover and...
