you deserve better || yoonmin

23

the night went on filled with smiles, confusion from yoongi. he still hasn't gotten a straight answer, and it was jimin's fault.

whenever jungkook or hoseok would go to answer his questions, jimin would cut them off.

not because jimin didn't think yoongi deserved to know, of course he did. jimin was just scared. he didn't want yoongi hating him because it was his fault.

though it may sound selfish, jimin couldn't live with yoongi hating his guts.

"jimin?" yoongi's voice was deep and husky, cracking with every word he spoke, "w-water please?"

jimin only nodded, leaving the room to find a water bottle but as soon as jimin left yoongi turned to hoseok and jungkook.

"t-tell me w-hat happened,"

so they did,

yoongi only stared at them, such a dead stare it was almost scary. yoongi looked so lifeless, so pale, so thin.

"really?" was all yoongi could say, earning a nod from the boys around the room.

yoongi didn't know how to react. he didn't understand why jimin didn't want him to know. he only blamed himself,

memories from the crash flooded into his head. he remembered only thinking of jimin, slowly dozing off and then everything going black.

he didn't regret it. he didn't want to stop thinking of his little mochi.

jimin entered the room with seven bottles of water for everyone in the room but him.

you could tell jimin wasn't sleeping or eating properly. you could tell he wasn't leave the house as often,

he was so thin, bags under his eyes, his beautiful tan skin was nowhere to be seen. jimin let himself go and it was yoongi's fault, i'm sorry.

"jimin th-they told m-me what happened, a-and," but yoongi was cut off by a tear falling down jimin's cheek.

"i'm s-sorry, hyung, please d-don't hate me i'm s-so sorry, i-,"

"you didn't do anything, ch-chim, it's nobody's f-fault but mi-," that's when yoongi was cut off by namjoon and seokjin, sounding like angry parents.

"aish zip it, you two!" namjoon instructed.

"it was neither of your guys' fault!" seokjin spoke, standing up to walk toward the two boys.

"jimin it's not your fault! you're the best thing that's ever happened to yoongi, you make him happy, you fixed him, he's not a complete dick anymore and it's because of you! you helped him so much, none of this is your fault!" seokjin yelled, namjoon walking toward yoongi.

"and yoongi, you have no reason to think this is your fault! you're in the hospital bed and it was the other people who hit you're car faults! so why do you feel the need to apologize?"

"i wasn't paying attention, i almost died, i worried you guys, i worried jimin! do you see how unhealthy he looks?! and that's all because of me! just," yoongi looked away and sighed, "just get out."

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