I love you

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And that's what happened. I told yoongi 형 everything with one side happy and the other was sad and I felt terrible.

He looked at me with a sad expression. Are you really okay with this? He asked. You and Jin were-

I-it's okay. Plus, I'm gonna die soon, right? I smiled.

Jimin, I know you refused to go to the doctor but... I'm still not okay with this, your such a kind person and in my opinion I don't think you deserve to die.

형, remember? You know what crime I did, right? I deserved to die just like what he told me. I'm not turning back I This. I made this decision 2 years ago.

Jimin...

It's okay. I know you can't forget me but everyone else would. But I'm sure you'll find a good wife someday, I mean look at you. Your so handsome. And then after you have a woman, you'll have a happy family and then I'll see you at the other side. But don't rush to come so soon. To me, your a special person that'll carry my life in yours at the same time. I held his hand gently.

If that's what you really want then.. I won't stop you. I can't tell other people to do with their lives.

Anyways I you said that you have homework, right? I brought you a new eraser and more led for the mechanical pencil. Oh and here's some bread, milk and a apple. Any questions about the homework before I leave?

Well, I have one math question. Number 5.a). I pointed with my index finger.

Oh, this! You divide the bottom by top and bla bla bla bla bla - - - - - - ( I don't know high school matg🤪)

After helping me out again, he left and I turned in my flashlight that worked again thanks to yoongi who bought me a new battery.
I put one a thicker blankets yoongi 형 gave me and did my homework as I ate the food he gave me for dinner. The warm milk was mixed with honey which tasted better with the plain bread. He always know who to make it taste better.

Yoongi 형 and I were childhood friend since little at the same orphanage. Nobody ever bought me though yoongi 형 got bought much faster than me even though he came later after me. I was a ugly fat child when I was small and I am still now. Yoongi 형 was the only person in my life I could tell everything. After I sneak out of the orphanage so I could be like yoongi 형. I found this tree I am in right now and stared to live here. One day I saw a boy say my name in my sleep and I saw yoongi 형 in my tree. We talked about our lives and he send me to school. There I meet BTS. I told him everything
Including the day jungkook bullied me. And how Jin 형 was the only one I could trust.

It was time for me to go to bed so I turned off the flashlight and got ready to sleep. Jungkook... I mumbled to myself. Soon, you won't need to see me anymore. A tears escaped from my eyes as I slowly fell asleep.

Next day

After I got beaten up, I was about to go to the infirmity room but I remember what happened yesterday. I have to get used to not being around with Jin 형 anymore. It's was painful to ignore him. But I had to get used to it.
I recently saw that jungkook was laughing a lot and what I did was worth it. Jin 형 wouldn't need to be painful after I died and jungkook would be happy after I go to the other side. All I need to do now is wait until the time comes.

I got to stay strong until the end.

Sorry it's a bit short today. But I have no idea what to write next.😋