I love you

11

I walked to school emotionless. I wasn't sure of myself anymore. Who am I? I questioned till I reached school. Why did I live for? Before I was saved forcefully, I knew that my destiny was to die and that my only mission. That was who I was but I was now alive. I didn't know who I was made for. If only that man was alive, I could've give his happiness with my body. I suddenly felt a bump in front of me. I looked up seeing a girl's body. It was jungkook's girl girlfriend, Lin.

( sorry, I just picked this name from a Japanese movie)

Oh, uh sorry about that. I said walking past her but she grabbed my arm and pulled it.

C-can I help you? I asked a bit scared and confused.

Yeah, you can. She answers sarcastic like every other days. Can you please stop being around Jungkook? He's my man and because of you we can't go out anymore!! Didn't people ever say for you to die?!? Such a slut you are. I heard that you were gay. How disgusting. I'm pretty sure that's why your parents left you. Ugh! She slapped my cheeks. Hurry Up And Get On Your Knees!

I didn't have any choice and did what she told me.

She kicked me in the stomach, plus because of her super high heels it hurt more than I expected to. I never knew girls were also frightening. She keep doing that again and again like it was never gonna stop. But then, it stopped.

Let me go, so who the fuck are you?!? I heard her yell.

I looked up to see yoongi 형 grabbing Lin by her wrist.

형 what are you doing here? I asked getting up.

I decided to see you go to school and check if people were bothering you like this girl right here. He smiled but I knew it was fake. I could sense a hint of rage inside him.

Ow ow ow! Stop! It hurts. Do you know who I am?!? I'm jungkooks girlfriend!

So? I'm jungkooks friend. Well, I guess not now but I'm stronger than him you know. And don't talk to me in that tone. I'm older than jungkook.

Whatever! I have no need to believe you! I'm telling jungkook about you assholes! She stomped away.

After she disappeared into the halls I looked back at yoongi.

형!! What are you doing here?!?

I decided to come here and check on you. The principal knows that I'm here. So I guess I'm a transferred student now.

That's not the problem, I meant why? Why did you come!? What is it that you want?!?
It was silent for a moment but all I did was keep my head down and mouth shut until he would reply.

He sighed. Fine. I guess there's no running away. I heard what happened yesterday from the other.

I flinched by his answer. Something made me frightened, Unsecured.

Jimin... I need to get this straight from your mouth. What do you want? Die or live? He looked directly to my eyes.

I... I'm also not sure what I want. I always wanted to die but because of you telling everyone about my stupid, unnecessary past they all try to avoided me now.
Speaking of my past, why didn't you keep your promise? I questioned in a serious tone.

Ah, um... well. He scratched his head. Even though I promised... I still wasn't agreeing the same as your destiny thing or whatever that is. I didn't want you to die.

But you promised!! You promised that you'd let me! You broke our promise!! Why did you do this to me! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!? tell me 형...why? I whispered in the last words. Tears rolled down my red cheek made from frustration.

I- I just couldn't. You were a special person to me. More important than anybody else from the world. Even important than my step family. I meet you since I was little till now. I just couldn't let someone like you go to heaven like that. He hugged me tightly.

Let me correct that one part. It's not heaven. It's hell. I said.

No, it's heaven. He repeated.

Whatever. Well, I guess I'll see how my life goes for now until I understand myself, so you don't need to worry about me killing myself anymore. I touched his head gently and stroked it.

Thank you Jimin. He mumbled.

Hey guys! Just a wondering if you like jungkook x reader books. I was going to make a jungkook x reader book but I wasn't sure if you guys would like books like that. Would you prefer reader or Jimin x jungkook? Please comment so I can make a decision whether I can make it...

Jungkook x reader
OR
Jungkook x Jimin (aka: jikook)