I love you

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Jungkook POV

We all attended school again after a few days after. My parents scolded me a little about my homework and to catch up soon, but it didn't bother them that much cause I can finish my homework in a instant. It's too easy for me. But what worried me the most was Jimin. What's was going to happen to him now? Does he still want to die?

The next day I went to school like usual but our member weren't all in great shape. We were all worried about Jimin, everyone regrets their action including me the most. I did the most parts so I guess I'm more in the terrified zone.
I wonder if Jimin will be at school today...

We went to our class and the school began. I still didn't see jimin at all and though that he might not be here today. I was relived one side so I won't have to speak with him today or it'll be awkward and the other half of me wanted to see him.
As the teacher did attendance the door opened reviling Jimin. Everyone laughed and bad talked him and asked if he was too sacred to go to school. I wanted to stand up for him but it would ruin my reputation. It didn't matter, right? His past is his past, nothing to do with me. I was mad at the other students for treating Jimin in such way but then if I did one wrong move for him, everyone would suspect something, mostly my girlfriend. Now that I realize, I haven't seen or went out with her for a while. Maybe I'll ask her out tonight. I guess we can go to a restaurant. The bad thing about her is that she hates Jimin. I used to love that side of her but now... I'm not so sure.

At lunch we didn't know what to do. We always wasted our time on Jimin so now we weren't sure. We just ate lunch but then decided to go up to the roof to see if Jimin was there.
And we were right. We did see him there, soon he saw us and opened the door.

J-Jimin, what are you doing here? J-Hope asked.

I was waiting.

For who?

For you guys.

Why?

So you can do the usual things to me, the old us! We can go back to the way it always was and will be forever! I even prepared the things you asked me last week. He held out a bag.

We looked inside and found a whip, rope, knife, vibrater, gag and lots more of torture things.

J-Jimin... we can't do this anymore. RM handed back the bag.

Hm? B-but, I like the way it was- I-it was... fun for you guys... right? He pushed the bag back to us and looked with sad eyes.

We all heard your past including Jin too. You went through a lot and we can't do this anymore. You need a rest. V said.

Tears fell from his eyes. Is it because of yoongi? It's okay, don't trust him. Your really gonna believe that trash?!? All he said was so that you can stop being with me! So you can-

Jimin!! I threw the bag away from him. Yoongi did it because we were the one who went too far and you had a terrible hell every day because of us!! so all he wanted was you to live and become a human instead of a person who enjoys pain!! And don't ever call trash to a person who saved your life!!

I don't care!! You guys are all asshole! Fine then! I guess it up to me!

He snatched the bag and stomped away. I didn't get why he was so mad. Why did he want us to give him more pain? Something wasn't right and I needed to ask yoongi.

Yoongi house

I see. So Jimin got mad because you didn't give him what he wanted. But before I answer your desperately want to know info, why do you care so much? He asked.

T-that's, well... c-can't you just tell us?! I asked.

No can do. This is a privet info, so I won't tell you unless you give me a reasonable reason. He crossed his arms along with his legs.

I.. I guess I'm just a bit curious and worried about him too...

Alright, I guess I can tell you. As Jimin was being tortured, he stared to enjoy the pain and took the others pain for him. He knew how much it hurts and he didn't dislike the pain so he made the decision to talk some pain for others. "that" man's favourite then stared to be Jimin.

Why did he enjoy it so much? I questioned.

I don't know. Jimin is the main character right now so he'll be the one to know the answer for all your questions. But this is all I know for now.

But then why did he kill that man when he was giving Jimin all the pleasure? Namjoon 형asked.

That's... Jimin only took half of our pain so we all still had to get beaten up but way more less than Jimin. But I one day Jimin stared to notice how much the people hated it, the pain. So that was stuck on his mind a lot and wanted the kids to be happy and decided kill him.

Wow...Jimin was that kindhearted? I never knew, it's totally different from today. If I were him, I wouldn't be even do any of that! J-hope said.

Anyways if you don't have anymore questions, my parents are coming back soon so I'd like you guys leave soon. My parents don't know about you.

Sure,thanks for telling us yoongi.

By the way, it's 형 for you. I'm older than Jimin you know.

Right, thanks yoongi 형.

Jimin POV

( might contain sexual activity form here)

I went home to my tree and got the bag that contained the fun stuff inside. I opened it with lust and stared to get wet down my "thing."

I got the small size vibrator out along with the blanket and other stuff I got back from yoongi 형. I covered myself with a blanket and slowly put the vibrator inside me. Small moans came out from my mouth, even though i tried to prevent any sounds to come out. But putting it in in such long time made me horny.
I turned the vibration up bit by bit, then accidentally turned it way too high up to the highest vibration.

Ahh- I covered my mouth quickly so no one would hear me.

Hn! Ahh...master...I want more. I quickly looked into my bag and found a toy for my ass and shoved it in, in a instant.

A louder Moan came out.

Ahh!

Ngh...

AHHH! ....

my moans were getting louder and louder due to the vibration going higher up as I thrusted.

I soon cumed and unusually I reached my limits, was it because I didn't do it for a long time? I wanted to stop but at the same time wanted to go on but with a bit more pain this time. I wonder how big jungkook is... no! What am I thinking?! Jungkook must have already done it with his girlfriend, I have to stop loving jungkook for the sake of my lover. I should stay away from him.

I cleaned up the mess and got ready for bed. Jungkook... tears rolled down from my cheek. I hated myself. I hated that I still have feelings for you, Jeon jungkook...

I know some people likes some dirty things sometimes so I decided to make a mini smut I guess. There might be more smut as you go, some might be more adult stuff as you read further. Just a warning but I'm sure nobody will listen just like I do.