Sister Payne (n.h.)

Chapter Seven

Skyler's P.O.V.

        I walked down the stairs when I heard all the shouts about the pizza arriving. I'm not really hungry. Honestly, I could really go for a hit of weed. I know, I know. I'm supposed to want to change. But it's an addiction. I need it right now. I'm so confused and it's stressing me out. I need it to help me relax.

        After Niall and Liam left my room, I had a million thoughts racing through my mind. I didn't know what to think about Niall. I think I like him. But I don't want to end up in some shitty relationship, like every other one of mine have been. And besides, after he realizes that I'm such a mess inside, he won't want to be with me. God, I wish everything could just be simple. If I could get rid of all my problems I would.

        I looked down at my phone and picked out the one person I know that will help me satisfy my craving. I texted Alex and told him to meet me in the alley by my mum's house. Alex used to be my best friend. Then he started to gain feelings for me, which I didn't reciprocate. Me being the shit person I am though, I abuse the fact that he likes me. I use it when I need to. Like right now, when I need a hit. He texted me back almost instantly saying he would be there. He also added a heart at the end. I ignored the heart and just replied with a simple "ok". Now to get out of the house.

        "Liam, I'm not feeling too well. I think I'm going to go take a walk okay?" I said while getting close to the door.

        "Are you alright? Do you want me to go with you? Or anyone else?" What did he mean anyone else? Was he hinting at Niall? Whatever. I can't have anyone with me.

        "No. I'm fine. I want to go alone." I replied.

        "Wait, at least let the boys put their numbers in your phone, just in case you can't get ahold of me." Liam took my phone and handed it first to Zayn. Zayn handed it to Louis, then Louis handed it to Harry, and Harry passed it to Niall, with a slight glare, I should add. Finally Niall handed me back my phone. And with that I left.

        I quickly texted Alex telling him I was on my way. While on my phone, I looked at all of the boys contacts. Zayn put his in as "Your Gorgeous Friend Zayn", of course he would, of course. Louis was "Your Bestfrannnn Louuu :)". Harry was simply "Hazza<3". Niall put his contact in as the "HandsomeIrishWanker ;)", oh lord. Those boys are honestly so crazy. They would be so disappointed in me if they knew what I was doing. I don't even want to think about how Liam would react.

        On my way I got two texts. One from Harry. And the other from Niall.

From "Hazza<3":

Hey love, hope you feel better. Get back soon. :)

To "Hazza<3":

Thanks. I'll get back soon. Just want to take a walk to get fresh air.

        Now for Niall's text.

From "HandsomeIrishWanker ;)":

Are you alright?? I hope you get feeling better! Maybe when you get back we can talk and hug some more? Possibly? If not that's alright... Be careful!xx

        Niall's text totally gave me butterflies. I couldn't help it. He's just too sweet. I really think I like him, but I'm scared of ever trying to be in a relationship with him. I'm afraid I'd hurt him. Or he'd hurt me.

To "HandsomeIrishWanker ;)":Nice name Ni. Yeah, I think we can hug when I get back. You're pretty good at giving hugs. And I'll be careful. :)

        Almost instantly I got a text back from him.

From "HandsomeIrishWanker ;)":

Oh, babe, I know. I'm not only famous for my singing, I'm also famous for my "Horan Hug". I'm pretty good at other things. ;) Come back soon please. xoxo

        Holy shit. Was he flirting with me? I would reply, but I'm already at the alley and I see Alex. He brought some friends that I have only seen a few times. Hopefully this can be quick. I want to get back to Niall now.

        "Hey baby." Alex said while walking closer to me. I didn't like him calling me baby, but I'm here on a mission and I didn't want to correct him and have him leave without giving me what I desperately needed. He gathered me into a hug and held me tight.

        "Uh, hey. You got the stuff?" I awkwardly said while trying to get out of the uncomfortable embrace. I got out for a second, but he quickly pulled me back in. His friends just kept looking me up and down. The situation left a terrible feeling in my stomach.

        "Babe, we'll get to that later, but first, I have other things in mind." He put his lips to mine. I quickly pushed him off. He's never done this and honestly I'm scared shitless.

        "What the hell, Alex?" I tried to get away but he still had a tight grip on my wrist. His friends gathered around and surrounded me from the back.

        "This is what you get for being a damn tease all the time, Skyler. I'm tired of it. You use me so you can get what you want. And now I'm going to get what I want." He kissed me sloppily while the other two boys started to grab onto me. They went for my bum and my breasts. I've honestly never been so scared for my life. I would do anything to be in Niall's arms right now, or even Liam's or the rest of the boys. I kept trying to get out of the kiss, but Alex held onto my neck and made sure I couldn't move. I began praying, something I haven't done in years, for someone to walk by and help me.

        All of a sudden, the three boys were pushed off of me. I quickly fell to the ground and hit my head. I then felt myself being picked up. I opened my eyes to see Liam looking down at me with such concern evident on his face. I suddenly felt guilty for all the years I have spent resenting him for being the "better child". He wasn't. He was my brother who was just successful and loved me with all his heart. I'm definitely going to make up for how much I have neglected him. I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder. We got to the car and he sat me down on someone's lap, Zayn's. Zayn quickly wrapped his arms around me. He's definitely going to take the role of another protective brother figure. I didn't mind though.

        I looked over at Liam in the driver's seat. It was evident on his face how upset he was. I hadn't even noticed that Niall, Louis, and Harry were all here too. All three of them had themselves preoccupied with one of my attackers. Niall had Alex and was completely beating the shit out of me. The police quickly pulled up. I didn't even know that anyone called them.

        "C'mon boys. Let's get home so we can take care of Sky" Liam shouted from the car. The boys all nodded. Niall took one last punch to Alex's jaw before they jogged over to the car and got in.

        "Liam." I whispered. I don't even know if he heard me.

        "Yes, Sky? Are you okay? I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have let you go out. I'm such a terrible big brother. Oh-"

        "Liam, no, I'm sorry. I was meeting them here. I'm so so sorry. You're an amazing big brother. Thank you Li. I love you so much." Tears pricked my eyes as I finished.

        "I love you too, Sky, so much." He let his tears fall.

        We then began to drive back home. Everyone was silent. I eventually fell asleep with Zayn's arms wrapped around me.

Well shit. So, Liam and Sky's relationship will get back to normal from here, eventually. Skyler has some explaining to do. Like why the hell she was meeting boys in the alley. Alright. I'm going to bed. Goodnight.xx