Dear, yellow jacket
You touched my arm so lightly yet in the touch my skin shriveled and heart sunk. Within a seconds touch my entire being froze with disdain. You smiled at me like everything was okay. Honestly, everything should have been fine. I should have been able to handle seeing you twice in one week. I should be able to walk past a perfectly well off stranger and not feel a pit in my stomach because that resemble you. Everything should be fine. It's not however.
The last time I heard your voice is fired vemon into my world. It left me sobbing into the night wishing to be left in the puddle of my own tears. I cried so loud my mother came to hold to me. You, just as I did, ripped something away from me. You took a piece of me and while I don't regret I haven't been whole since.
It took a year for her to bandage all the wouds. As she held my and wrapped my heart more battles came to from the dark and she shined a light so bright they faded back into there god forsaken dungeon. She helped me get back up. Then just like that I see a yellow jacket and memories fill any empty space. False hope and bitterness. Hearing your voice and seeing your smile did something. All I could think about was running away. I was trapped. I was backed into a corner I couldn't climb up from.
The conversation was short and nothing worth remembering but within 1 minute my whole world cease to exist and all the rumble she rebuilt me from flashed before me.
Sincerely, Don't ever talk to me again...Please.
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Write Me A Forever
Разное*"sequel" to Letters Unsent* This is me moving on to a new stage in a life I'm slowing taking a hold of. If you read Letters Unsent then consider these sent.
