Write Me A Forever

Ten

At night when you lay in bed alone and we've said our good night's, do you cry on the other side of the screen to? Do you feel alone like I do? Do you long for the comfort of my voice like I do yours? Better yet is my voice still a comfort? Could you tell me?

Could you tell me that you miss me without me having to asking? Could I love you roll across your tounge like a simple hello when you think of me? Do we still feel the same?

I know that I'm dying inside to choose you. I wish for your voice every night but as of lately my wishes fall to deaf ears. Do you miss me?

I feel alone and like I'm only falling deeper into a pit? Do you miss me?

I feel as if we spend most our time now fighting and I can't find the difference between I miss you fights and real ones. Do you still want me?

You've told you how you feel after my nagging gets to great and the back and forth to much to handle. Do you really feel that way?

I feel like I'm constantly begging for attention or just reassurance of love. I know I should be so sure but I'm not. I know you love me I really do but knowing and hearing it have never been the same.

I bring this up every other day and you are sick and tired of the same "fight" you can't handle me on top of your own. I don't want you to have to. I know that if I saw you and held your hand I might be able to relax. Everything might be okay again but I don't see a close future with that outcome. So I sit here waiting and wondering. Driving myself deeper into this madness of "love me, love me not, love me, love me not." I love you won't fix this. I love you won't pick me up this time. I love you feels like three words I've begged you to say lately.

I think the worst part is you won't know what to say. I'm just being honest. I'm telling you how I feel. I'm telling you I need you more then I should.

I'm saying
More then I should and less then you know.

I'm saying
Don't go

I'm saying
Today and everyday