Eleven

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I hate myself more then ever. I've never wanted to relapse so bad. I'm slowly ruining the best thing in my life and I don't know what to do anymore.

I feel empty and lost. I feel like there isn't anything worth putting effort into anymore and it's getting in the way of things I love. I want to lay in bed all day. I dont want to work and i dont want to take care of myself. I want to sit alone like a feel.

I hate myself and I hate what I'm doing. I want to sleep and not wake up.

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