WHY ME?

chapter 1: Here we go again!

Another day, Another sleepless night staring at the walls pretending to be fascinated by them as if it was the only thing which gave me importance for once. I turned to the right side of my bed trying to get a grip of my phone, DAINGIT! it's four in the morning, I have to wake up in two hours and my lazy ass hasn't gotten enough sleep this surely calls for a nap in class.

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I was awoken by the noise of my aunt Amanda, since I started living  with them I pretty much didn't need an alarm her voice was enough to wake me up from my sleep. I rushed into the shower before my cousin Mellisa wakes up and starts  throwing a tantrum, always making me look like the culprit wanting an easier way out to be the first to have a shower.

It was the beginning of  first term and the best part my final year, definitely gonna miss the hallways but not gonna miss the annoying idiots I had to deal with daily you know that phase most of us have. Since it was first day of school I decided to wear light blue jeans,a gray shirt with my grayish sneakers, I quickly brushed my tangled long brunette hair placing it into a pony tail and rushed downstairs.

"Eliana", my aunt called as I was leaving the house.
"We won't be here for dinner they are some leftovers in the fridge of yesterday night you can have that, if not you can sort yourself out by making something else", she stated and walked off.
I smirked and shut  the door behind her making my way towards school which took me 15minutes.
It was that time of the month when they all went out as a family and as always I was the forgotten one, just once in a blue moon I would be taken but the atmosphere would be more of me not wanted there!!

How much I miss those days when I went out with my mom and dad. My mom died when I was 10yrs  old, she was diagnosed with pneumonia and let's just say she couldn't fight the battle, On the other hand my dad died 2 years ago of an unexpected heart attack. My dad and I never had a close relation the only reason he tolerated me was because of my mom but soon after the death of my mother he changed drastically and always blamed me for the death of my mom, his hazel brown eyes always speaking with a lot of harshness. Growing up all I imagined what was my fault, WHY ME?? Unfortunately my answers got buried with the man himself.

"Beeepppp", I heard a loud honk,  I came back into my senses, my stupid ass was almost going to  be hit by a car thanks to me always thinking about my depressing life . I turned to say my apologies but my eyes caught, "Jace", "JACE SALVATORE" ST.JOHN'S, heart-throb. Jace had  dashing  personality, a perfect height and muscular body which were exposed by his designer T-shirts making any girl feel protected in his muscular den. His dark brown hair and an imperious nose which he carried well and his angular cheekbones carved down towards a flinty jaw. I always got lost into his hazel thick eyes which shines the sadness in my heart into happiness, warming my day and night.

"Hello, if you are willing to die please go find a better place to kill yourself rather than by my hands",he spoke loud enough whilst driving away.
Aghh, this guy always got on my nerves . Jace and I for some reason never got along, He was just an arrogant,rude,cheat asshole no less to other fuckboys in our school, but my blonde ass  always had a soft spot for him in my heart.

"Here we go again", I said while I walked inside the school building, I was the shy type of person so technically I didn't have lots of  friends expect from my very own best friend, Emma.

Emma was one of the sassiest girls you'd ever meet, her silky blonde hair which fell passed her shoulders and her brown light eyes that were always lively and would always make the atmosphere a happier place.

"BITCHHHH", very well I knew it was none other than Emma, I turned and ran towards her pulling her into to the biggest hugs.

"Who's thoughts were you lost in, Jace?"

"psshht, I rather die than to even let him cross my mind" , I replied not bothered. He surely had a soft spot in my heart even though I meant nothing to him, I murmured as we walked to our lockers.

First day of school, was always fun we never did much apart from getting our lesson plans and idling the whole day.

AUTHORS UPDATE:

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