Introducing Me (Left)

Oddball Thursday and Friday

Well I know for sure that my headaches and stuff aren't panic attacks or anything but I'll get into that in sec. so yesterday was my birthday and I had another geography school trip to go on. It was pretty cool, I got to miss 4 periods on my birthday. The craziest part was a homeless person taking a pigeon's head off. The bird had fallen from a building or a tree of something and the dude simply pulled off its head. The worst part was that it was still flapping around. But yeah so it was my birthday and we opened the presents in the morning because we could. I got a Fitbit blaze which I really love and is really cool. My twin and I also got a game each for the Xbox and obviously loads of sweets and chocolate.

So after we got back to school lunch and the last period was pretty chill like usual. After school we were going to go shopping and get party supplies for our "sweet 16" tomorrow but instead I went with Twinnie to their dance. My brother and his girlfriend ended up staying too. I was soon a source of entertainment for the kids as I found a sponge football so guess what we played. Ball tag. We played a little bit of footie too but only a little.

So now we come to today. When I first got to school I was on time and heading to line up for assembly when I may have accidentally come out to my tutor. I saw one of my friends and yelled,
"I'm here!" And my tutor replied with something but I didn't really realise who it was so I kept going before my brain could tell me to shut up.
"And I'm queer!" My friend and I had a good old laugh at my expense. The day was pretty dang normal, for me, after that really until you get to the evening. I went shopping with mum for the party tomorrow and we got snacks on snacks on snacks. It took a lot of effort but it was blooming worth it. I wore my heeleys too, one of which the dog partially destroyed.

After we got back from that I was roped into walking the dogs too. My brother's girlfriend has two dogs though, one of which isn't other dog friendly, so we got to walk to three dogs together. I first got to see the other one, Gabe, before dropping off some pepperoni to my twin as per request. The only thing is, before we went to her house to get the dog my sperm donor pulled up to the curb and started talking to my brother. Now my brother was only out for like two minutes and my birthday was yesterday so I suspect a bit of stalking going on. He also got another car. To make it worse when the girlfriend and I first walked up I didn't realise it was him. He is an abusive asshole and we have an occupancy order, saying he can't come to the house. I was honestly just terrified and spent the rest of the evening freaking out whenever I saw headlights, always checking over my shoulder. It was pretty much hell and my anti-anxiety meds couldn't help. So I just had a panic attack, that's how I knew for sure it wasn't the cause of my headaches. My heart rate should've been like 60-70 but it was blooming 110 for a while.

Thank you so much for helping me get this thing to number 4 on autobiography. I promise the next chapter will be the crazy shenanigans from last night, my birthday party. I did get tipsy for the first time and I can handle more liquor that like all of my friends it seems. Alright then, the header is the picture my practically, unrelated sister posted for my birthday. Nighty night peeps.