Introducing Me (Left)

Just A Couple Days

Right so the last update was like just a few days ago but as you might have guessed by now I have some stories. I was going to try and use this to convey emotions and what not and now it's just sharing my day to day life. If you think these things aren't real let me tell you I could not make them up. I like writing but dude, I'm not that damn creative.

Let's think, Thursday. I was late to school and got a ten minute dt while my twin got no repercussions, salty. I got my English test back and got a surprisingly high grade and corrected my English teacher because I'm an ass. I actually was writing on the page that had that corrections and she went to read my amended work. I was trying so hard not to laugh and I still have no idea if she saw it. But going back, Thursday I had my brain scan. I was nervous the entire time and just ended up writing to distract my brain. Ironically enough, I wore one of my fandom shirts. The "plot twist I got hit by a stray bullet". It's ironic because a hospital probably would've been able to save me.

Speaking of the brain scan, I have a confession. The last couple minutes I was fighting with myself so hard. I was falling asleep. Thanks to school my body isn't use to getting to much sleep and sitting on a relatively comfy bed with loud noises, vibrations and music seemed brilliant. That's sounds really inappropriate.

Right so before the brain scan my older brother picked up my twin and I from school. Twinnie had to go to therapy so we dropped them off first. Then as we were almost home we saw this Pomerania with no lead and no owner around. We just looked at each other while he pulled around the corner so I could jump out.

I walked up to the little dog and it just fucking barks at me then runs on the road to go around me, the cars stopped it's okay. Then it just starts flipping running away from me. I followed, bear in mind I'm still wearing my school shoes. It ran past my brother and round the corner, while I'm still chasing it, before it stops outside a house. There's this woman helping an older person into a car. This dog just barks and scares the shit out of her. Turns out it's her bloody dog. The little shit slipped it's lead at the field down the road and decided to run home. The lady was relieved and thanked us while I just walked back to the car.

So I'm kinda struggling to remember things from the last couple days which is weird but I might know why. My head is kinda getting worse again so that's just great. It's a shit time really since I'm finally getting on top of everything. I refuse to let myself get behind again at school though. I want to show all those people that I can do it. I am not weak or any of those things that people perceive of me. I am strong, I don't need my sperm-donor and I can do this life thing alone. Okay so I'm kinda going off topic but I guess I'm just used to being alone now. I've never really had any good friends or any people that I've been close with. Well, once. My ex girlfriend but then she asked me out and I guess I didn't really like her in that way but I was confused and in a lot of pain.

Let's try and go back to the light hearted stuff, shall we? What happened to me after the brain scan? Oh so my friend brought his Nintendo switch in and we played it during break and lunch.

I'm not sure if I've mentioned it but I'm not on time all that time, especially for school. Friday, I was on time. I was actually early but most of my friend were going on a field trip or hadn't arrived while my twin was coming in later. I just walked around the school once before I found my like only friend. I could've sworn something else kind of interesting happened on Friday but I can't really like remember it.

A little tidbit. I have study periods at school some days and when I finish any homework or studying, I choose to write in my little notebook. I have like five of them classes a fortnite and guess the one thing I forgot that day? My blooming notebook. Fuckshitballs. I ended up writing in the first couple days of my homework diary. The lines are so tiny though.

What I can remember from the last couple days is that my nephew and my niece stayed the weekend. Luckily my nephew was just there for a night. My niece is adorable though and stayed the entire weekend. Unfortunately I don't have any more stories of my nephew being a complete idiot but my friend did come round around. He stayed over too. Since my brother had his daughter he hadn't gotten much sleep. He fell asleep first so we did a couple pranks. We being my brother's girlfriend, my friend and I. Rather than explain I'll just...

I apologise for this chapter being so sporadic and well terrible. I promise I'll try and remember to write down the crazy events from now on. So as usual, the header for this chapter is me in the bloody hospital gown I had to wear for the brain scan and my dressing gown. Well here ya go. Sorry it's not much but my life isn't that interesting. See ya guys.