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love and hate aren't blind,
but blinded by the fire they both carry with themselves.

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mum told me that louis is getting older and comes into puberty. i never wanna do that.
lou starts to spend less and less time with me, sometimes we cuddle and maybe watch a movie together but that's it.
i hope that phase is over soon. he's 12 now and i'm only 10.
it's irritating.
today was his birthday and we backed a cake together this morning. lou told me that he's in love and that her name is briana.
after we were done i went to my room because i had a weird feeling in my tummy.
later that day our family's watched a funny movie together and we stayed up till it was dark outside.
louis brought me to bed and gave me a goodnight kiss on the lips. he only does these things when we're alone and he's also way nicer and laughs more when nobody's around.
lou still loves me.

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he died when he was 18 ✞ larry ✔Where stories live. Discover now