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that's pain.
get used to it.

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lou already is 14 today and i noticed that he started to dress different.
long jeans, long pullovers and he doesn't smile that often anymore.
i went to visit him today and heard him fighting with his mum.
lou cried and locked himself in his room. he didn't let me in, even after i kept knocking on the door.
i fell asleep a bit later in front of it.

after a while i woke up in lou's bed. he was standing beside his closet and it looked like he was changing his clothes since he wasn't wearing a shirt or something like that.
lou hurt his arm. it was really bad and i asked him how it happened.
he probably didn't notice that i woke up and turned around so that he was looking at me.
i asked him again where all these cuts came from. he said it was his cat.

lou doesn't have a cat.

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he died when he was 18 ✞ larry ✔Where stories live. Discover now