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old enough to understand what's going wrong,
too young to handle it.

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i wanted to tell him.
i wanted to make his 18th birthday the best day of his whole life.
i wanted to kiss him and never let go.
fuck, i wanted to be there for him.
i thought louis' was doing alright
but he was hiding his feelings behind a mask.

mum said that louis never was alright.
mum said that louis did something very stupid.
mum said that louis will sleep forever from now on.
mum said we weren't able to stop it.
mum said when a person has too many issues, they start to destroy themselves.

and now louis will never be able to tell me that he loves me again.

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people never die from suicide
people die from sadness

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