it's okay
not to be okay.
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lou's 17 years old already. i woke him up today and when he saw me, he smiled. his smile is the prettiest thing on earth.
mum always says that when you're in love, you would do everything for this person. to be honest, i would do everything for louis. does that mean i'm in love? i'm not sure.
dad told me that boys are supposed to fall in love with girls, but i don't think that it always has to be like that.
lou said that he doesn't want to celebrate his birthday this year since he thinks that he's a bit too old for a birthday party.
so we watched two seasons of the walking dead and ordered pizza.
he kissed me and my belly tingled.
i came to the conclusion that i'm in love with louis. it's lowkey shitty because he's like a big brother for me and if i tell him about my feelings towards him he would probably end the frienship.
i will tell him sometime but not today. maybe on his next birthday.
i promised him that i'll make his 18th birthday the best birthday of his whole life.
lou told me that he loves me,
forever.
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he died when he was 18 ✞ larry ✔
Short StoryE N G L I S H V E R S I O N in which louis promises to spend every single one of his birthday's with harry. ✞✦ people never die from suicide. people die from sadness.
