Sidemen Oneshots!

Ksimon//Afraid

This is also Gay-Sidemen's oneshot, but I promise the next one will be mine

"What are you so afraid of?" "You."

Warnings: Abusive relationship

Words: 906

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Simon braced himself as the front door swung open, another drunk JJ stumbling through the door as Simon sighed, getting ready to stand up.

"S-Simon? W-What are you doing here?" JJ asked, loud and clear, also pointing at Simon then dropping his arm like a loose wire. He had a bottle of whiskey in the other hand, and it looked like he was holding on to it for dear life.

"Jide, I live here. I'm your boyfriend, remember? We've had this conversation before." Simon mentioned sadly, looking at JJ then the floor.

"O-oh, yeah yeah yeah. Stop talking you're making my head hurt." As much as JJ's comments hurt Simon, he ignored it, and started cautiously walking to JJ.

"Alright buddy, let's get you to bed." Simon calmly said, but Jide stopped in his tracks and, as a cat not wanting to get a bath, he started screaming out.

"NO! NO! I DON'T WANT TO!" He screamed over and over like a toddler before Simon could even get a foot close to him.

"Jide, please. You need to get some rest." Simon said sadly, then he made the worst mistake possible and grabbed JJ's hand.

"GET OFF ME YOU SLUT!" Was the last words Simon heard before a ringing sound came through his ears as he fell on the hard wood floor, his head in pain.

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"Simon? Simon, please be alright." Simon heard the soothing voice as he groaned from his head hurting like crazy. "Simon? It's okay, everything's going to be alright." He heard it again, but then he realized that it wasn't JJ.

Simon sat up, looking at Josh while holding his head.

"Josh?" Simon asked as he tried to focus on everything.

He was in the guest room, in the bed as Josh was sitting beside him, on top of the covers.

"Hey! Hey, everything's fine." Josh said as Simon tried to sit up further. "Don't sit up, lay down, he hurt your head pretty bad." Simon nodded and gave up on sitting up.

"W-What happened?"

"A drunk JJ called me, told me he hit you, again, with the bottle. I tried to get more information, but he was too drunk to think. I came over, you were knocked out on the floor by the door with your head slightly bleeding. Not to mention glass was everywhere and JJ was passed out on the floor, from being drunk. I carried you here and had a paramedic come and fix your head while you were asleep. JJ's still asleep, I should really wake him up." Simon listened patiently and nodded through the whole thing, but as the last word left Josh's mouth, there was a loud BANG! through the house.

"SIMON! WHERE'D YOU GO?" Simon was about to say something, but Josh stopped him.

"In here JJ!" Josh shouted, but not too loud so not to hurt Simon's head anymore than it already hurt.

The door rattled, and then opened as JJ squinted his eyes from the light coming through the window.

"W-What are you doing in here babe?" Jide asked, rubbing his eyes as he made eye contact with Simon.

Before Simon could answer, Josh replies first.

"You called me last night, you were drunk. You had hit Simon with a beer bottle. I came here, had someone come and fix his head while you were passed out. JJ, this is the third him this has happened in 2 months. This needs to stop." Josh says, watching as realization went through JJ's head.

"Oh Simon." JJ said softy, walking to Simon and Josh, but only looking at Simon. "Baby, you know I really didn't mean it. I really love you, I do." JJ says as he basically pushes Josh out of the way to get to Simon.

Simon, on the other hand, couldn't look at JJ. Josh was right, this had to stop, and the only way it could stop is if they broke up.

"JJ," Simon spoke softly, sitting up the tiniest bit as he finally faced Jide.

"Yes baby?" JJ asked before Simon could say anything else.

Simon looked at Josh, then JJ, then started to cry. "I can't.." Simon said in a small voice.

JJ quickly turned to Josh, thinking this was the best way to do it. "Josh, get out. He's obviously scared of you." JJ said in nervousness, hoping it wan't what he was thinking. Josh ignored him, running to Simon as he nodded at him, as if telling him to continue.

"JJ, I can't do this anymore. This, the hitting, the coming home drunk, I can't do this. You use to not do it, but now that you've turned into an abusive person, I-I have to break up with you. I'm sorry." Simon was straight forward, but that's what hurt JJ most.

"S-Simon, I can change! I can stop drinking! Please, give me another chance! Simon, p-please!" JJ pleaded but Simon only shook his head, as Josh turned to JJ, he only saw the darkness turn in his eyes. "F-Fine! Be like this! I don't need you! You'll see!" JJ yelled, wiping the tears out of his eyes as he left the room, leaving the house.

Simon and Josh watched as JJ got in his car, driving away fast.