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Zerksi//Anxious

Had this in my oneshots for a while now

For submissivezerk <3

Prompt: Person B has bad anxiety, while Person A is extremely adventurous.

Relationship: Boyfriends

Warnings: none 

Words: 701

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"I-I dunno, Jide. There's so many people, and I don't really like heights and the idea of p-putting those two things together- it- I dunno." Josh shook in fear as JJ came up to him.

"Josh, don't worry. I'll be right by your side, alright?" JJ said and Josh just shrugged. JJ came closer and put a hand on his cheek, smiling at him. "You're adorable, you know that?" JJ said and Josh blushed, looking down.

"I-I've got work to do, Jide. Let me work, please." Josh said, looking at his monitor and editing software.

"Ok, I'll let you work. But think about it, alright?" JJ asked and Josh nodded, about to turn around but JJ pulled him into a kiss, which Josh didn't object to.

"Alright, get out now." Josh said as JJ nodded, chuckling.

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"I still don't know about this." Josh said as JJ wrapped his arm around Josh's shoulders. They were standing in line for the theme park, a roller coaster right above the duo.

"You're going to have so much fun. Don't worry I'm right beside you." JJ said and Josh nodded, squeezing JJ's hand with anxious nerves. 

Josh goes through the gate after showing the guard the pass, walking quickly to JJ who was holding out his hand for him. 

"I'm so excited." JJ said as he looked at the different rides.

"Y-Yeah." Josh mumbled and JJ kissed the top of his head. He look his pills a little less than an hour ago and he was still so anxious and scared, really that everything around him was going to hurt him and JJ was his protector.

"I've got a full day planned. We'll go slow at first, and go on the water rides as they are slow and more fun than not. Then we'll go to the VR area because all of them are not fast and are more entertaining. We can go to the bigger roller coasters if you feel like it but if not we'll go to the smaller ones at the back of the park. Sound good?" JJ asked Josh slowly listened to JJ's words. 

"Y-Yeah. Sounds good." Josh mumbled as JJ pulled his hand up and kissed it.

"It's going to be fun, babe. Just wait." 

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It had gotten to the end of the day and while Josh did have a bit of fun, he still didn't want to go on some of the rides as they were making him anxious by looking at some of them. 

There was one, Josh knew, that JJ had his eyes on the whole day. It was probably the biggest in the park, and JJ was dying to ride it.

"You should go on that one." Josh said and JJ looked at him with surprise.

"What?" JJ asked and Josh smiled.

"I'll wait by the entrance and you can go on it." Josh said as they walked up to the entrance. 

"Are you sure?" JJ asked and Josh nodded.

"Go have fun." Josh said and he watched JJ jump for joy like a little kid as he got on the ride.

A few minutes pass and Josh is still standing at the entrance.

Josh starts to get worried.

Before all of this is read on many different things happening on roller coasters that could happen to JJ.

Could he be dead? His head chopped off? Flying off the ride? Could his boyfriend be dead? Josh started working himself up when he started sitting on the floor, his heart rate increasing.

Calm down Josh, I'm ok. Everything is ok. Josh heard JJ's voice in his head as he started to relax.

"He's ok." Josh whispered as he felt someone sit next to him.

"I'm ok, don't worry." JJ's voice said as Josh sat up and smiled at JJ. He hugged him as he smiled into his chest.

"I know." Josh said as JJ smiled even more. He knew, each step of the way, his anxiety was getting better. And all because of him.