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Bluebird

i miss
the way you used to bite your lip while you looked at me.
i miss
the way you held my hand,
even when it was too warm out
for any sort of physical contact.
i miss
the way you always looked at me like you had a question on your mind.
i miss
the way you stared at me
like i was the most beautiful thing
you had ever laid eyes upon.
i miss
the way you would sit
facing me
with your legs outside of mine.
i miss
your sweet talk
of how we would be together forever.
i miss
the way you would pull me closer to you if i got too far away.
i miss
the way you would talk to me
when i put myself down.
i miss
waking up to your texts on my phone
telling me to have a nice day.
i miss
the way i had to walk
on your right side,
so you could still use your good hand.
i miss
the way you held my face
and kissed me like i was the only thing
keeping you alive.
i miss
your soft hair
and how mad you would get when it wouldnt stay the way that you wanted.
i miss
you teasing me
about being a bad kisser
and saying that you could change it.

i say i miss these things about you
but really i just miss you.