im so fucking mad
and stressed
and i just want to fucking rip myself to shreds
and i just want to spend time with zander
but lord knows thats not going to happen any time soon
like???
you know when you would spend every second with someone
but
- they're not within walking distance
- you're broke so taxis wont work out
- you're annoying as hell so why would they want to see you
- and you're literally falling apart mentally so WHY WOULD THEY WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR YOU
because thats me at the moment.
god, i just want to be held.
YOU ARE READING
welcome to my brain
Poetrythis is just a journal for me to say shit to people i cant talk to. haha. IF YOU ARE ZANDER GO EAT A BEE
