Chapter 67

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Kians POV
it's been a few weeks since i found out the baby was mine. I haven't really thought about it too much since I have a family to take care of and videos to make. I still feel like shit because of the baby. I know Mia isn't happy and neither am I. I only want a family with her and it just had to be ruined. Of course Andrea has been asking me to see the baby and other shit but I can't deal with it. Mia has been mad at me but I can't do anything about it now. I'm staying away from Andrea and the baby and there's not much else I can do. I don't think I'm gonna see the baby. I need to focus on us more.

Mia's POV
I'm mad that the baby is his but I mean the whole time it could have been but we never actually thought about it. I feel bad saying I don't want him to see the baby but I mean can he blame me? He had sex with another girl and she got pregnant and the baby is his. I don't think he would be too happy if this happened the other way around. I think he should see the baby since he is the dad and Andrea is not gonna be a good mother. The baby needs someone good in her life. I think we need to talk again. "Hey babe can you come here please?" "Yeah... just a sec lemme get clay in his crib." After a couple minutes he walks in our room. "Yeah what's up?" He says "I think we need to talk again. About Andrea and the baby." "I wanted to talk to you too. But you go first." "Ok. So I feel bad for sort of making you not see your child. I think you should. I don't think I could see you hold her but I know what it's like to go without a parent and it sucked and still does and I think you should see her if you want to. I can't stop you. I don't have the right to tell you if you can see your child or not." "I love you and that you think I should but, I don't know if I will. I want to focus on us. There is a lot of things I have to focus on. I might see her once without Andrea being there and then decide. I don't want to be alone to meet her. I want you with me. We are together and if i decide to be a part of her life i want you there with me. But thank you so much. I'm glad you're not mad at me. I love you so much." "I don't know if I can see you hold her. If you want to be in her life and she is going to come over I will 100% be by your side and get use to it." "I fucking love you." He says kissing me a bunch of times. Kian goes in the other room to talk to Andrea.
Kians POV
Today is the day I'm suppose to see the baby. I don't know how I feel. I'm not really excited like I would be if the situation was different but what can you do? I get ready to leave and play with clay for a few minutes before I go. After a few minutes I give him a bottle ,kiss his head and hug Mia. I leave and go to Andreas apartment and knock on the door. She opens it and hugs me. "Get off of me and just give me the child." I say "you know she has a name." "Ok I don't care hand her to me." I say. She gets her and says "I am calm down, and her name is Adriana Paige Lawley." And hands me the baby. I take her out of the apartment and she starts smiling at me. I walk to the car and just sit for a minute holding her. She's so cute. There's no way I'm not being in her life. I want her with me. I want Mia to be like a mom to her. I want her to be clays sister and bestfriend. I'm definitely seeing her at least every other weekend. After about an hour of being with her I bring her back and walk through the door. "Here. We will he going to court to discus the custody agreement. I gotta go so you can take her." "Ok I'll see you later babe." She says taking her. I ignore her and I walk out the door. I go home and see Mia and clay asleep on the couch. I kiss Mia's head and she wakes up "i didn't mean to wake you up." "No you're fine. How was it? Did you decide?" Clay wakes up and smiles holding his arms up for me to pick him up. I pick him up and he lays his head on my shoulder.i rub his back and tell Mia what I decided. "How much time are you going to ask for?" She asks "I mean at least every other weekend. Andrea can't be the best mom or a good mom for that matter. She needs some good people in her life." I say "I know I understand and I agree with you. Maybe I'll want to see her too. I might love her like she is my own daughter. Did she pick a name? Or is she the narcissistic bitch that she is and name it after herself?" "If it was her name was Andrea I would hand her right back and say never mind. But her name is Adrianna Paige Lawley." "Oh ok. That's actually not bad that's the only thing she can do right." "Yeah really. Well let's go to the park or something I wanna spend time with both of you." I say she nods and goes to get ready and get clay ready. We go to the park and spend the rest of the day together as a family.

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