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                           chapter 11; emma

he was kissing another girl...I just dropped to the ground, I didn't know what to do. Grayson ran over to Ethan and shoved him asking him what the fuck he was doing, I felt someone's arm on my shoulder
"Emma get up, I'm taking you home" James said, I got up and cried in James' chest, Grayson ran over to me and grabbed my arm and brought me back out to the car
"Emma wait!" I heard from behind me, I wasn't waiting for ethan anymore. I couldn't and I wouldn't.
We got in the car and I just started to break down crying, I've never cried in front of anyone, not like this anyway. I never liked people feeling bad for me but I just let my feelings get the best of me
"It's gonna be okay, em" Gray reassured me
"But is it really? I mean he was fucking making out with another girl" I said breaking down even harder.  Gray sighed.
Once we got to my apartment I went inside and just sat on the couch, not even knowing what to feel anymore, just staring blankly at the tv that wasn't even on. James and Grayson sat on each side of me, and they had gotten a pint of ice cream from my freezer and 3 spoons
"Dig in kitty girls" James said, I let out a little laugh and we turned on a movie and started eating the ice cream.
Like 4 hours later it was about 3am and we all still couldn't sleep, we were all just on our phones scrolling through Instagram and I got a call
Incoming call from ethan💘:
I sighed and noticed a knot in my throat forming again I declined the call and put my head back and started to cry again
"Hey em dont cry"  Grayson said wiping the tears off my face
"Should I text him and give him a piece of my mind" James added
"Go ahead" I said, I didn't even care anymore.

Omg I haven't updated in like 3 weeks omg, sorry I just haven't been in the best mental state lately, there's just sm going on and I hope u understand 💞