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                           chapter 12; ethan

Emma declined my call, and I get it, I hate me too right now. She didn't let me explain myself though, I was in shock, I didn't know what to do, I was frozen when that girl kissed me, I just stood there like a dumbass, but I froze.
I sigh and lay down on my couch, I pull out my phone and start to text emma to explain but I get interrupted by James calling me
Incoming call from: kitty bitch
I take a deep breath and answer the call

"You fucked up ethan"

"I know, I know. You guys don't understand, I was frozen in shock, I didn't know what to d-"

"Ethan I'm not playing your games. You were clearly kissing her back. We aren't dumb"

"I WASN'T THOUGH!" I yell, I didn't mean to. It just came out

"Talk gimme when you have your shit together and aren't kissing other girls, ethan." James said in a stern voice and hung up the phone

Fuck...

I stared at the ceiling and just started to cry...I couldn't lose emma. not today. not ever. I couldn't. but i was.

"Ethan!" I hear someone yell, I was still crying, I hadn't moved.

I look up, it's emma.

I check the time on my phone 7:22 was I really crying for 4 hours?

"Emma...I can expl-" i was cut off

"We're y-you crying?" Emma asked me, I could tell her throat was tensing up, she was about to cry, and so was I, I hated seeing her like this. Her eyes were bloodshot, obviously from crying as well. I didn't wanna break down in front of her

"N-no" i say, wiping my tears with my shirt sleeve

"Why the fuck did you kiss her, ethan? Why? Am I not enough? Did you think it was okay to cheat after you got cheated on?"

She really just brought Meredith into this, she cheated on me and I would never, ever cheat. I know how terrible you feel.

"No emma! You are enough! More then enough actually! And I didn't kiss her! She kissed ME and i was in shock, Emma! I couldn't move! I'm sorry if you don't believe me but THATS THE TRUTH"

"AND THATS WHY YOU WERE KISSING HER BACK?!"

"I WASNT KISSING HER BACK!"

And with that I heard the front door slam. I didn't have hopes that she was coming back. Even though I wish she would.