This Is Love

18

Andre POV

Damn, Lamar looked way better in person. He had a much smaller frame then me, I could tell he don't work out. He was small and short like a woman height and size wise. I could tell he was still nervous about the whole seeing me in person because he kept his head down most of the time and had the nervous giggle. His family was nice to me too. Even his cousin fiancé after awhile began to lighten up and talk to us. I knew I wanted Lamar to be with me ever since we first meet online, but now my feelings for him grew ten times as strong.

He had some pretty eyes and I couldn't stop staring at his lips. All I wanted to do was get him back home with me that night and I knew I can.

"Ok, best night ever I swear. Andre you are ok in my books hope to see you more."

Marvin said to me as him and his man shooked my hand goodbye. Glancing over at Lamar standing there with a blank look on his face he was fiddling with his thumbs.

"I hope you had fun too."

I said stepping to Lamar. Running my hand up and down his shoulder Lamar jerked a bit from me. It was cute no lie the way he was acting so shy with me. And to think I was gonna be the one to be all over the place acting crazy.

"Well, it getting late dinner again was good but yea I guess we can call it a night."

Marvin said breaking the awkward moment.

"Yea you right it is getting late."

"Yea, well I guess if you want I can take you home."

"Oo yes that will be so cute. Yea you ride with Dre and we will see you at the house."

Marvin agreed pushing Lamar into me. Turning around to say something Marvin and Richard sped off to their car yelling their last goodbye to us. Looking down at Lamar we both giggled a bit and then headed to my truck, got in and left.

"Tonight, was crazy, I hope my cousin was not too much of a bother."

Lamar said chuckling.

"Oh no not at all, I really like him he funny as fuck. Now his dude, on the other hand, a bit of a downer but he seems cool for the most part."

"Yea he can be a part pooper for real. I was afraid that he was gonna mess the night up."

"Nothing can mess up this night. As long as I'm with you nothing else matters."

"Ok lover boy."

He replied being sarcastic with me.

"I'm serious, you just don't know how long I been waiting for a chance to see you."

I said feeling my feelings talk. Lamar had a funny look on his face and then got quiet.

"You know, if you want, I have some snacks at my place we can watch a movie and chill. That's if you not ready to go home just yet."

I offered changing the mood in the car.

"Really, just had our first official link up and you already want to get me back to your place for some Netflix and chill session."

"Wow, well no, umm just offering something to do just in case you not ready to home."

I said giving Lamar a strange look. Even though that was running through my mind to fuck his spine into a knot. I didn't want to come off as a dick and a dirty ass nigga.

"What type of snacks you got?"

He said smiling at me. Seeing him smile gave me his answer. Turning to get on the highway we bumped some music and jammed to the radio all the way to my house. Pulling up to the gate I enter my gate code to the apartment and was buzzed in. I was the first building in the complex. It was quiet tonight nobody was out as we pulled up and got out the car.

"Nice place, really fancy."

"Shit I hate it here."

I said getting out the car.

"Why you say that?"

"Because I'm on the third level, all the way up there."

I pointed up to my apartment. Lamar smile quickly went always as we started up to the apartment. Reaching my door, I could hear Lamar breathing hard like he just had a workout. Opening the door, the cold air from the AC greeting us as we walked in. Lamar headed straight to the sofa and sat down still breathing hard.

"Ok, yea I hate these apartments too."

"Told you, want something to drink, I got some wine coolers."

"That's fine sure and you got an oxygen tank too."

I laughed at him and headed into the kitchen. A minute later I passed him a drink and we sat and talked some more.

"Ok, so are you excited about graduating?"

"Hell yea, Once I walk across that stage, I'm leaving this state and moving far from everybody."

Lamar expressed.

"Oh damn, so this will be my first and last time seeing you already huh?"

"I mean well no, but you know. I'm just so ready to get away. This whole month has been nothing but hell for me and I'm ready to leave everything behind."

"Even me?"

I asked him, and Lamar sat there looking unsure.

"I mean after you graduate your life is yours, but I would love to still be a part of it if you will let me."

I said scooting close to him. I put my hand on his knee and rubbed on it gently. I could feel him tremble a bit from my touch. Damn, he looked so sexy. That innocent look he had, he was nervous as I got closer.

"Can I kiss you?"

I blurted out to him. Thinking it in my head yet it came out my mouth.

"What?"

"I know I sound crazy for asking but I got too, can I kiss you?"

"Dre you really____."

"Just one kiss is all I need. Nothing more nothing less, I didn't invite you here for no sex. I just want to be with you tonight. Lamar, you know I been wanting you since we met."

"I know but don't you think we are moving too fast."

"We won't know until we start moving."

I said lifting his leg on to mine. Getting a bit closer I grip his chin and pulled him into a kiss. Lamar was not fighting it either. He instantly gave into me kissing me back. His lips were everything I thought they would be. Slowly standing to our feet, still kissing I guided him down the hall to my room. Breaking the kiss, we got undress and laid down and I played a movie for us to watch.