This Is Love

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Lamar POV

"Wooo, I swear that ass gets better every time I'm up in it."

Andre said making remarks about how good sex was. Just finishing up he laid down next to me in a deep sweat. We haven't fucked that good since the night before we came down here. Sex with him was so amazing and he by far has been the best.

"You think your momma heard us?" 

He asked panting. I could care less if she did or not. Yet, I shook my head no because I remember she sent me a text that she was gone to work. It was the perfect time to do it too. Morning sex was the best. I laid there a minute more and then sat up to get dressed. 

"Ok, and where the hell is you going?"

Andre leaned up. 

"I going to meet up with Hanna. You wanna come?"

"Nah, I will let you have that. I like your friend but boy she can talk a lot."

He said cracking on my girl We both laughed I think she does have a gift of gab and she can talk forever. 

"So I'm going to see you later then?"

"Maybe, I might spend the night at Hanna's."

"Uh uh, you got to come home. I need some more of that ass."

Andre spoked reaching me. 

"Boy anyway, I will be back."

"Ight give me a kiss."

After buttoning up my shirt I leaned down and connected my lips with Andres. He kissed me like I was never coming back. Pulling back I had to break the kiss or he was getting him around two. Giving me the ok smile I turned and left out the room. Heading to the car I shot Hanna a quick text letting her know that I was on my way to her. Putting on y fav playlist I looked up and a few minutes later I was parked out in front of Hanna house. Luckily she was on her way out the door she didn't waste any time.

"Hey friend"

she said greeting me as she got in. giving me a quick hug she planned us a trip to a fair that was in town. I wasn't all hard up for it only because I really wanted Andre to come with us and so it could be like a double date, but nevertheless, I had Hanna she would be my date today. 

"Ok, now I hope you know you paying for me right?"

I said to her while I pulled into a parking spot at the fair. 

"Of course silly I already knew that."

"Ok, I was just saying."

I said giving her a quick side eye as we got out. Paying for our admission we headed in and we acted a plum fool. Like, big giant kids, we were trying to ride every ride out there. Buying nothing but chili cheese dogs and cotton candy we were having a ball of fun. 

"Oh yes, Lamar we riding this one."

Hanna said pointing to the ride that spins around and has your body stuck to the wall.

"Oh no, you good I will watch."

"Uh uh Lamar come on for real we got too."

"Girl no, I know I will throw up after that one and I just ate a chili dog you go ahead ill be right here."

I said shooting her away to the ride. Sucking her teeth Hanna rolled her eyes and head over to get in the line. The look on her face went she boarded the ride was priceless. Hanna knew then she had fucked up. I was trying to keep from laughing but I belted as soon as her face went from excited to worry. Having everyone standing against the wall the man started the ride and Hanna instantly yelled to the top of her lungs screaming.

I laughed so hard I end up dropping my drink. I needed a new one anyway while she was glued to a ride I headed over to a concession stand to re-up on a drink. 

"Hmmm, now what flavor I want?"

I spoked out talking to myself.

"Now bitch you know you always drink coke."

I hear someone say from behind me. Turning around because the voice sounded familiar it was Jabari standing there with someone guy who was not bad looking. Its been a minute since we saw each other and still, I had no words to say to him and I was not because I was angry or mad still I just really was speechless seeing him.

"Umm...ok we doing a photoshoot? I look that good?"

He spoked bringing me back to focus. 

"Oh, umm no.... Yea hey." 

I said trying to make a few words come out.

"I mean I know it been a while but damn you acting like you saw a ghost."

"Nah, yea but umm____."

"Bitch look at you. It feels like forever friend, how you been long time no see."

Jabari said over talking me and my stuttering and it was just in the split moment I came to my senses about him. Not saying another word to him I turned around and ordered me a coke and walked off sipping. I could hear Jabari trailing behind me calling my name but seeing him and realizing I was still mad at him he was the last person I wanted to see.

"Oh so for real you just not gonna say nothing to your best friend you know damn near most of your life."

"Jabari, please I'm just here to enjoy the fair."

I replied back trying to stay calm because I could feel my insides slowly boiling.

"I know and I am too, but I wasn't expecting to bump into you either. Lamar, I am not here to start nothing with you."

"Ok, so why are you talking to me. Don't you have a messy ass bitch you chill with to talk to."

I said trying to brush him off to keep from causing a scene. I wasn't necessarily mad at him no more because I had moved on to Andre but still seeing Jabari brought back that situation and ow he did me.

"Damn you still thinking about that? Lamar that is the past and beside me and Lilly don't talk anymore."

"Oh well, I'm supposed to feel sorry for you now."

"No, but damn the hoe cut me off as soon as you left. I really don't have nobody to talk to at least you could do is give me at least five minutes of your time I mean were cool once before and I would really like to have that again."

Jabari said to me. I finally came to a stop in my walking. I wasn't gonna lie I did somewhere in my heart miss the friendship I and Jabari had. We were thick as thieves, but then again he did sleep with my at that time then boyfriend. I was trying to decide what should I do. Now that I was in a good head space to think after all this time.

"You got only five minutes... that's it."

I said agreeing to talk to him.