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minsuga

me:
hey

me:
are you okay? are you emotionally and mentally okay?

me:
please don't make any rash decisions!

minsuga:
i'm

minsuga:
i am out of words

me:
just let it all out

CALLING
MIN YOONGI AN INTELLECTUAL

"hey? you called? are you okay?"

"..."

"Yoongi? hey? Yoongi... don't cry! you're making me cry too!"

"i—i,"

"just kidding, please cry as you please... you might choke on you sobs..."

"this is actually not the right time for making me laugh, but thank you anyways"

"how are you holding up?"

"not fine. i'm not hurt that she cheated on me but i'm hurt by the fact that the family i tried so hard to build was just a lie"

"she's not pregnant?"

"she is... but i'm not the father and she knew it. i want to have a child, really. and when i thought this is the right time to have a family where i'll love my child dearly and i'll give her everything. i was ready, and... it breaks my heart because i fell in love with the baby by just seeing the ultrasound photos. It's a girl Yoori! i could've had my own baby girl that i will love dearly but this happened"

"but i know for one thing that you will be a great great great father. by just hearing you say these stuffs about the baby and she's not even yours really shows that you truly loved her"

"what's the point? i don't even know why Adora did it, but she sure told me that i'm not the father. i just can't help but question myself if this is really what i want"

"maybe it's not yet time for you to have a family? you have a growing career ahead of you, maybe fate is saying that you should focus first in your dreams becoming a reality then after that you can have your own family"

"but what i want is to have a family! i may be too young to have one right now, especially with my career growing but i just can't let go of the thought that i would've had my own family in a few months. i would have had a little girl in my arms, cooing her to sleep. i would have had those!"

"Yoongi..."

"i'm sorry for yelling at you... i'm just so frustrated and i actually would stay in a loveless relationship if it meant for me to be with 'my' child"

"do you really want to have a child?"

"to be honest? yes. i don't know why but the thought of loving your child endlessly is something i have never experienced and maybe that's the reason why i was so pressed about it"

"then... when i get pregnant you can be the godfather!"

"yeah, nice joke Yoori, i mean Hobi would love to have children with you—"

"yah! what do you mean Hobi! aish, but seriously... if i get pregnant, i'll let you be the godfather, step-father even if i get pregnant in a one night stand"

"but aren't you a virgin?"

"that's not important. plus, it's just in case right?"

"i'll pray for you to get pregnant"

"that is harsh Yoongs"

"but how many children would you want?"

"... i don't really know... just one probably"

"well Hobi wants 3"

"... so? why would i care if Hobi wants three children. does he even know how hard it is to take care of children? especially when he's out doing world tours then i'll be alone taking care of not one, but three children!... yah! why are you laughing?"

"do you realised what you just said?"

"what do you me— no! i didn't mean it like that! i don't want to have a family with him! oh my God Yoongs i'll kill you if you tell him this"

"your secret about wanting to have a family with Hobi is safe with me. don't worry"

"shut up!"

"but you promise to make me a godfather okay? your first child, i'm the godfather. promise me"

"i promise you Yoongs. even if Tae will probably burn my house down, you'll be the first godfather"

"good, because i'll send you the contract and you need to sign it"

"Min Yoongi! are you kidding me? a contract? Jesus fucking—"

"hey, he died for our sins. plus it's just an informal one to make sure you'll keep your promise. besides, i just lost my child"

"fine, send it. and please tell Chim to eat his veggies and Joon to sleep early"

"yes mom. i noticed that Chim's not talking to me"

"oh so we're going to address all of the issues that is happening to our group?"

"what issue?"

"nothing. okay so what's with Chim?"

"well... i don't know to be honest. he just doesn't hang out with us anymore, well for me. he often secludes himself whenever i'm there but when i'm not, he's the same old bubbly and loud person. does he hate me?"

"i don't think he does. why would he though? do you remember saying something to him? or..."

"well i called him small one time... but that was two years ago!"

"Yoongi-hyung! do you want me to kick Adora's ass because i'm so tired of her shit and i miss—oh, you're talking to someone?"

"Hobi misses who?"

"i'm talking to Yoori, why?"

"yeah and i'm Yoori's husband"

"you can put me on loud speaker if you want Yoongs"

"fine don't believe me, you're on loud speaker by the way"

"God we're not yet dating but you're already claiming yourself as my husband"

"yet, so it's a yes if ever i ask you?"

"shut up Hobi"

"okay, i'll call you later... this fucking dumbass just—"

"hey! Yoori—"

"damn, what a mess"