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Rugrats.

*uh cursing? and mentions of stuff fnsdjngjksdng thats like self indulgent I guess personal?? maybe might be like. gross to some people? if they don't experience that stuff? NOT LIKE REINCARNATION THOUGHR FSNJDKFN I MEAN...other stuff

We actually graduated from rugrats to toddlers, we could form parts of sentences now.

We were both immensely proud of that fact and used it often like most humans do.

Matt had gotten closer to us, mostly Katie though. I couldn't really relate to the technology smart hacker stuff.

It didn't mean he was a bad brother, he was kind of young, and protective still.

I loved him, and I loved Katie. I loved all of them to the best of my ability actually.

They were all witty and interesting to be around, I  loved stupid jokes. I was louder than them though, I guess they didn't see the point and turned off their monkey brains for the most part, because mine really liked to say everything loudly as I could.

They spent most of their time inside. I wanted to wrestle. I had a body that wasn't constantly in pain. I wanted to do everything before I turned into  a sour old man with my bones gone. Stolen.

Was I even a boy? I hoped so.

Instead of trying to get them to come with me to undisclosed areas I went to the mirror.

I had discovered I looked...entirely like Katie. Except with a few freckles there instead of covering my face,and.. we both had short hair except hers was ginger and mine was kind of light brown. And I later found out I needed glasses like Matt. We both had boyish faces and it excited me.

I had to look sooner or later, this was my body so I wasn't at all uncomfortable with invading its space. And I wasn't aware of Katie having a twin before in the other timeline.

I cried tears of happiness, I didn't have to buy a fake dick from amazon.

I could have others say, that boy ain't right without hesitation. 

Apparently both Katie and Matt heard my sobs  and scrambled in thinking I fell off.

I wasn't that quick in processing what was going on but they were standing before me looking confused at why I was on the floor of the bathroom crying. 

Katie was hovering over me and Matt was checking for injury, when they found none they backed off even more confused than before.

"What you do for?" Katie said carefully as I was still crying not caring from how estatic I was. She began poking my arm and Matt crouched down.

"Teddy?" See. That was the thing, I never knew what you were because I had always thought Teddy to be very neutral.  Who names their kid Teddy again? Probably Theodore. But still? I guess the Teddy part was decided when I kept hugging them. Couldn't help it.

I looked up furiously wipe the tears off, and gave a big grin that hurt and stretched my face,"I got one!" I yelled in his face making him wince.

Katie squinted her mind working trying to figure out what I was talking about, the shame hadn't caught up with me until afterwards only replacing it with childlike curiousty and excitement.

"A fish?" she said curiously looking around for any sign of one. 

I understood that children loved animals but I really didn't like much of them. I preferred my old cat, she was the thing that made me cry for home. I loved her, she was literally always there for me. I didn't....really get a long great with bae bae either. She terrified me.

I stood up proud and patted my pockets,"I got one I got one!" I said dancing around.

She started giggling and hopped around with me and kept asking  what I got.

Matt seemed to understand after a while and his face burned bright.

After talking with me he took me to my room.