{COMPLETED} A Matter of Choice

Chapter Three

Chorong POV

It's been a week since we got back from our trip from Gangwondo. I've been staying at home catching up on my reading. Well, I don't really go out, its just that I cannot read much when I have classes.

I haven't seen Changsub since that day we got back from the beach and when he took me home after we arrived in Seoul.

"Chorongie..... I... ah..." he just sighed and told me to go inside our house.

I just looked at him bewildered.

And I haven't heard from him ever since.

I am not worried though, he do that all the time, disappearing on me. I'm used to it. Changsub will be missing in action in her life when he has a girlfriend or when he's doing his me time as what he calls it. He never told me what he does during those me time that he said.

Yes, we're bestfriends, but there are things we cannot say to each other. I cannot say I love him, I cannot say I'm jealous when he has a girlfriend, and it hurts me to see them together.

I focused back on the book I was reading. I'm reading a book by Cecilia Ahern, it's entitled Love Rosie.

It's a story about bestfriends who fell in love with each other but couldn't say what they feel. Timing was never their friend and everytime they tried to confess, things happens. They got separated, got married.

I'm crying as I read the book, it reminds me so much of Changsub, but the difference is, I am the only one who has feelings for him.

But what if he's like Alex? What if he loves you too?

I swished my hands in the air like I'm telling that small voice in my head that its not the same. Alex have always love Rosie, the way he treats Rosie is full of love. While Changsub, he doesn't see me as a girl. He treats me the same way he treats his guy friends.

And besides, according to what I researched in google, if I guy/girl likes you, he/she never show his/her ugly face in front of you.

I thought of Changsub, Nah.. he never see me as a woman. All I see is his derpy face whenever we are together.

I thought of the selca he sent me, he told me to look at it when I miss him. I screamed when I first saw it. I wanted to smack him in the head if he was there with me at that moment. He looks so ugly.

I laughed as I remembered that picture, because despite me telling him its soooo ugly, I still kept it and I look at it from time to time. It always made me feel better and sometimes when I am mad at him, my anger evaporates when I see that.

I took out my phone from under my pillow and searched for the picture.

I was crying earlier from the story but now I am feeling better, thanks to Changsubie's picture. I immediately send him a message.

➡️ Yah! Changsubie.. where are you?
⬅️ Ahmmm outside your door