{COMPLETED} A Matter of Choice

Chapter Ten

I miss you. Not in some cheesy "Let's hold hands and be together forever kind of way". I just miss you, plain and simple. I miss your presence in my life. I miss you always being there for me. I miss you best friend.

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Chorong POV

It's been a week since I allowed Minhyuk Oppa to court me. Eunji and Bomi couldn't believe it and keep telling me to be true to myself. Hyemi does the same. They said I am just hurting myself and Minhyuk Oppa, because I am giving him hope. False hope.

What is wrong if I allowed someone to court me? Am I wrong to try to see if someone else can make my heart flutter? Should I just continue to wait for someone who doesn't seem to see me?

In the week that passed, I haven't seen Changsub, he doesn't call or text me, he doesn't send me funny videos as well. I know he's not having his "me time" because the girls would see him at the campus walking hand in hand with Yura.

I'm used to him being MIA whenever he has a girlfriend, because most of them are jealous of me, but he would still show his presence by sending me videos or messages to check on me once in a while. This time, I got nothing.

Are we drifting away from each other?

"Why the long face Chorong?" Hyemi asked, resulting to Eunji and Bomi to look at me worriedly.

"Chill girls, I'm okay, I'm just thinking of my assignments, that's all."

"Haist, Unnie! I told you to stop this nonsense. There is no way in the world Minhyuk Oppa will have a chance with you." Eunji blurted out with an eye roll.

"Eunji—

"Unnie, she's right." Bomi chimed in.

"Did Changsub reached out to you already?" Hyemi asked.

"Geez! What has Changsub got to do with this. Why can't you just all be okay with what I do and stop making up things. I know what I am doing." I screamed and I picked my things and walked out from them.

I felt the guilt as soon as I was out of their sight. My chest is heaving from my outburst.

I know why I got so triggered that I got mad at them, because they are correct. Everything is about Changsub, I shouldn't be giving Minhyuk Oppa false hope, because I know in my heart, it's Changsub that I love.

I just miss him so much. I miss my bestfriend.

I wiped my tears that I didn't realized fall down on my face.

"Chorongie... are you okay?"

I immediately look up when I heard that voice. My heart skip a beat at that sound, the voice I miss deeply.

What is going on?

My heart aches at how he looks, his squishy face looks hollow, he looked so thin, like he hasn't slept in a month.

"Changsubie, are you okay?" I asked back.

He walked slowly to me and wipes the remainder of my tears.