Bullying Victim // Grant Landis

Have Mercy On My Heart

Jennifer's POV :

He told me about a plan a plan that could get Maria away from us I didn't know what was it but he told me it could hurt Maria the way she hurted me and the way she ruined Jrant, The thing is I don't want a revenge I just want a boyfriend that'd be ready to handle every bomb life throws at us that'd never leave me for a situation like that again even if it was worse which got me thinking does he really deserve a second chance? He embarrassed me in front of everybody ? Is he worth the battle? What if we lose is he ready to let his career on the line ??

I don't wanna be treated like an option nobody deserves that, in the past years I treated myself so badly I think I owe it to myself I must chose the right choice not for anybody this time I must chose it for myself.

I looked at him with "I don't care look", the best way to NOT get a broken heart, is to pretend that you don't have one that's what I did even thought it hurts it hurts very very much to let go of him I went to my room avoiding eye contact I guess that shows that my answer was a BIG NO! It was No I don't wanna be a part in your plan whatever it was, If you're not ready to fight for Jrant infront of Maria why should I fight for us.

I don't wanna be one of those pathetic girls that try so hard to make their relationship work when they already know it's over and also I don't wanna be treated that way since when did he stop treating me like a princess? or was it just an act? I locked the bedroom door but I heard him yell "I'll always be yours even if you don't want me anymore" , I thought to myself "You can't be with two girls, You have to choice one and I already think you chose her"

I laughed at that in my heart, if he wanted me in the first place he'd never embarrass me in-front of anyone especially my bully, if he cared about my feelings he'd care about how much it hurts to be embarrassed by the one that I love in-front of my worst enemy Maria at first I thought Grant makes me strong but the truth is he just makes me weaker because Grant knows how to make me laugh he also knows how to make me smile but the sad truth is he knows how to make me sad and the worst part he knows how to make me cry too, the most difficult task I had in my life and that's probably going to be the most difficult task in the whole world it would be removing him from my heart but I'm ready to do it I can't be his toy anymore, it's scary.

Next Morning

You know how I said I'm way too excited to spend my weekend with Grant Landis, I'm not anymore since we're not together I think it'd be awkward, I woke up I washed my face and brushed my teeth I didn't want to change my PJ's they we're so comfy so I just sat on bed with my laptop, maybe it's time I'd go on an online chat it's time for a fresh start loneliness is NOT welcomed.

I went on this really popular chatting site, Omegle I chose video chatting my interests we're Music and books it surprised me how inappropriate the site was, "NAKED PEOPLE WE'RE EVERYWHERE" it really creepied me out I'd never get those creepy people out of my brain it'd haunt me forever, I was thinking of fun things to do this weekend until ..

Someone Knocked The Door ... It Was Grant.

He wanted to talk to me, But here's a life quote "Sometimes the Hardest Things and the Right things are the same thing" So I opened the door and walked away, While I was walking I thought "I really don't wanna talk to him anymore what to talk about ? I get it he left me for Maria and now he wants to get his revenge on her I'm not sure why does he want the revenge for us? is it for Jrant? or is it because she knows about his low grades or is it because he's so selfish !? I thought of that and that's the main reasons I wasn't sure if he loved me or not, if he's really into getting me back or not.

I know it hurts, but "I think that our love is just like a mirror when it's broken it's better to leave it broken than cutting yourself with it trying to fix it", that's what Grant did he walked away he didn't even try to find a way to fix it until when he came home and Maria wasn't there I don't wanna be in a secret relationship if it was a true love I wouldn't have to fight for a place in his heart I wouldn't have to squeeze my head until a plan falls out of it I would just do whatever I could to fix it and I wouldn't let anyone else take that away from me no matter what no matter, I'd try to fix that mirror by myself it might be worth it if he actually cared about me, if he actually cared about Jrant he wouldn't mind losing the world for Love.. Because love is a rare magical thing everyone in this world is trying to find their true pair, that's the thing about love it's the closest thing to Magic we can get for free everyone knows love hurts but they still run behind it because it's magical.

I walked away from him not knowing where to go but he kept following me everywhere "I have to talk to you" Grant said while following me, I sat down and said "You want to talk? Okay let's talk I'll go first", "Yesterday a young girl she wasn't attractive or something special but she had a boyfriend who was really attractive and he was a singer a famous singer they went together to meet this girl who wanted to ruin their relationship she had a really useful information that might sabotage everything or it might NOT sabotage everything but when that really attractive girl asked him to choose you know what did that singer chose, that boy who fooled that young non-attractive girl she actually thought he loved her she thought she found her one true pair.

But he chose his career and that attractive girl, that silly young girl had hope that he loved her she tried to get him back she singed for him she did it using all of her heart and energy to get him back but instead it made that singer and the attractive girl fall in love even more, her song her feelings made them fall in love even more."

That's what happened, we had our talk now leave me alone I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, I wanted to cry but It wasn't worth it "I won't cry for the boy that doesn't care about me" He made me feel special so he can ruin me again so he can break me he wrecked me so hard like I was an old building that needed to be re-builed "I won't cry for Grant, My mascara is too expensive" it's too expensive to cry for him I repeated in my head while my heart felt cold as ice.

But he still managed to warm my heart with his sweet words he said "Okay, I was stupid I made a mistake I know I screwed this relationship up but I wanted to talk to tell you that I don't care about Maria I don't care if she told my parents I don't care if I'm no longer a singer I don't care if I have no fans left, as long as I have the love of my life true fans will still support me and wait for me but if I let you I will regret this my whole life I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering What if and what if that.

But I also need you with me I can't do this by my own I need some help, I'm telling my parents by myself I don't want Maria to make me her puppet I'd do what I want, That's something I should of have done a long time ago I should of been honest with them I should of told them that I messed up my marks and I'm ready to be grounded I want to be responsible for my actions I want to learn from my mistakes so I can teach our kids I'm also ready to get better marks but first I wanna do everything to keep you by my side and I'm ready for everything as long as I am with you I just need you to say "Yes" to going with me to my parents it's huge step in my life and I need you in it, I actually need you to be in every part of my life.

I slowly opened the door and said "Yes" I took a deep breathe and said " If you're ready to ruin your whole career just to be with me then you're the guy that I always dreamed of and I'd be stupid to let you go after this sweet adorable words I know that you love me and I'm ready to be in every chapter in your life" he interrupted and said "Our Life"

I got in the car with him while he was driving he reached his other hands so I can hold his hands, he also knew how to make me comfortable I held his hands they we're warm, It's funny I didn't care if I died tonight in a car accident with him I'd die happy.

But when we got there, Maria was already there and his parents we're so mad, I felt like they we're burning from madness What happened ?? Could it possible that she lied to them ? made a rumour about Jrant ?

could it possible she told them everything? How did she know about Jrant getting back? Was she stalking us ? What would his parents do? Did she actually tell them everything? Did she tell them about Jrant ? Why are they so mad? Want to know what happens next??? Vote and Comment on this chapter and the previous one please.