Bullying Victim // Grant Landis

We can't run away.

"Lies", We all been lied to, we all told a lie, we all heard a lie and we all believed a lie.

If you haven't lied in your life, don't start today or any other day living in a lie is the hardest thing in life.

But what we all have in commen is We all know it's wrong to lie, But we still do it anyways.

Sometimes we lie to someone we love so much but we don't want to hurt them we think this simple lie would protect them but it doesn't it just hurts them more, Let's have an example like a parent ?

We all lie to our parents, Over little things that are NOT even worth lying about like doing our homework or eating our vegetables.

But we should never ever dare to lie about something big as saying you're home but the truth is you're somewhere way too far from home because if you got in danger who would you tell ? You have to be In danger and keep throwing another lies to make the first one live

That's you right ? Your feelings etc but how about your parents, How could you be so selfish to NOT think about them ?

How would they feel knowing their daughter is not home ? She's somewhere alone in danger ? Why do you have to make your parents feel like they're the worst parents ever ? All they ever wanted is to please you and make you live the happiest life they dedicated their lifes for it ?.

Back to you, Would you tell them the whole truth or you'd lie more to cover up the previous lies ? Your whole life would be a lie if you just kept on lying so what's you choice ? Being a mature woman and taking full responsibility or keep living in a lie ?

Your biggest fears are happening ! Your parents aren't trusting you anymore, they'll judge your boyfriend and the person who you are, You'll never be the same to them ever again ? But that's a descison Jennifer had to make by herself.

Grant's POV :

As soon as I knew her parents we're coming my heart started to shake I didn't know what to do, I had two choices one is to tell her besides she deserves to know, she deserves to be prepared for everything that is going to happen. and the other choice was to lie I would feel uncomfortable if she lied to be honest, but it's not going to make me love her less I just don't want to be a puppet in her lies.

"I don't want to be just a part of her lie ? You feel used, When you know the truth so you also feel bad for hiding it, What if I couldn't keep lying anymore ? What if I slipped out and told the truth ? Would Jennifer hate me ? Love me less? Would she be angry ?"  The thoughts we're racing in my head.

I know that Jennifer is the innocent one but what if life taught her that being innocent sweet and a good girl, doesn't always work out.

"Once a girl gone bad there's no turning back" I mean I'm not going to un-love her you can't unlove someone it's not as easy as unfollowing someone on instagram or any social media it's a lot harder than what it looks like, people will suggest move on there are a lot of girls but it's just not easy but they don't get it.

I was thinking about everything I even forgot the person infront of me, "I want to talk to Jennifer, Please" I mumbled, "After couple of minutes" The nurse said walking away with ton of files in her hands.

I respected that so I took a seat, But suprisenly my body wasn't calming down my legs we're shaking like it was an earthquick, I felt like my head was burning it was so hot and filled with thoughts and nothing else thoughts I couldn't breathe from my nose so I opened my mouth and I couldn't make eye-contact with anyone in the room I just pictured them all as Jennifer's mom so I was just looking down at the floor.

It was definietly the slowest couple of minutes I ever had in my life, Until the nurse came again and said "She's awake" I walked to her room slowly to be honest even slower than a turtle, I honestly don't know why I'm supposed to be happy I'm going to see my girlfriend. My hands started to shake when I tended to open the door I finally man-ed up and opened it.