Bullying Victim // Grant Landis

Another Suicidal Day.

Today is the first day of school, As I call it "The Slave House" if you been to my school you'd understand how I feel like a Slave there more than I feel like a student.

Oh I forgot to tell you about me my name is Jennifer Aniston, I am a fifteen years old girl with a wavy blonde hair my parents sometimes compliment me and say that when my hair shines in the sun it shines like the gold, they also like my blue eyes because it reminds them of the blue sky that you never get bored from staring at it, I'm tall and average not skinny not fat. But I'm the type of girl that would love to be alone but I hate being lonely well I think I should change my name to Jennifer Lonely because I'm always lonely and it kills me from the inside I hate that feeling it feels like a monster inside of me eating up my heart and I just can't take it anymore.

The clock alarm rang at 6:00 as I got up immediately and went to wake my parents up, surprised yet ? Isn't that so weird ? The parents are the ones that are supposed to wake their kids up in all the ordinary families. Well I gotta tell you something about my family we're NOT normal at all, Not even one bit.

As I watched my parents get up after turning the lights on and repeating "Mom and Dad please wake up" They got up, I didn't want to waste time so I went to take a quick shower.

I enjoyed the warm water running down my body and hair it felt warm and I felt so fresh and ready to start my day.

I blow dryed my hair and quickly went to pick an outfit for school. I'm not that girl that would wear a pink dress high heels and ton of makeup, That's not me at all.

I'd rather wear hoodies with dark colours or T-shirts with some sayings on them with skinny jeans and sneakers, My mom would love if I changed to be girlier but that's not me I won't change for anyone.

My makeup is way too simple too, I like to wear Eyeliner and Mascara only but most of the times I'd rather going without makeup. Because I don't get how only girls wear makeup ? And boys don't. Maybe it's because society never told (boys) they look ugly without it.

"Today is the first day of school" Mom said with an excited tone "Are you excited?" she continued, I said "Yay, I'm very excited" sarcastically.

I finally found the perfect outfit I reached for my black T-Shirt that said "Grant Landis" with a big white font and I chose to wear a black skinny jeans with it adding a little natural look with my wavy hair and a bit of Mascara and Eyeliner too.

I got ready as my mom yelled "JENNIFER YOU'D MISS THE BUS HURRY".

You're probably wondering why do I have to go by the bus ? I have my Mom and Dad ? Well my mom doesn't have the time to take me to school in her car, And my dad leaves way too early. So I ended up with the junkiest thing in the whole world and they call it a Bus.

I quickly grabbed my phone and I ran to the bus, People stared at me while walking through it finding a seat. Sadly nobody asked me to sit with them so I just sat alone and stared out of the window as everybody stared talking to their friends I sighed as I thought "Why can't I have friends like them?"

The bus stopped so it was time to forget the freedom of Summer Vaction say bye to it and just become a slave.

I started walking to my locker then I heard someone from the end of the hallway screaming "EW ITS THAT LOSER JENNIFER" I ignored it kept walking until I've heard another voice I've got distracted by the most handsome boy in this school Ben, he was walking towards me his black hair and brown eyes made me feel lost he looked more handsome than ever but if what I've heard was clearly someone yelled "EW IS THAT JENNIFER THE LOSER? I THOUGHT SHE DIED"

Ben walked towards me he was so close to me I was so in love he was so popular and I'm just a loser, Maybe it could change ? Or maybe not ..

The silence ended as he yelled "THIS BITCH JENNIFER TURNED UGLIER THAN LAST YEAR" I lost it I couldn't stop the tears I fought them but they still ran down across my face then I ran to the bathroom where there was beautiful popular girls fixing their makeup and looking like they just came out of a magazine I closed the bathroom door as I sit on the toilet and cried and thought to myself "How could I have a crush on someone like Ben I'm so stupid to think that he would ever love me back"

the first period bell rang, as I waited for the pretty girls to leave and then I got out I washed my face then fixed my makeup , I walked to my first period it was "English" I heard there was a new hot teacher.

I found a seat I put my stuff on the desk and then our teacher came in, I thought to myself "He's really hot" he walked into the middle of the class and wrote his name on the board it was "Jeremy Clarkson" but he asked nicely to be called "Mr.Clarkson" then he completes "I'm going to be your new English teacher"

Since it was our first Period with Mr.Clarkson he decided we get to know eachother better and he'd walk around every student and say what he likes about them like their special detail, Mr.Clarkson walked by and mentioned details that made girls feel special I got excited I'd love to hear it from someone and also boys felt special but they hid it somehow but when he got to me he walked past me like I didn't exist he ignored me maybe nobody noticed it but I did and I just felt worthless again I wanted to start crying but I have to remain strong, I know I'm not special and I have no special detail but atleast he could of lied to make me feel better but he decided to ignore me cause I'm nothing I'm just a waste of air, well stupid me thinking that I'd have something special and a boy hot like Mr.Clarkson would tell me that I'm special I guess not.

the period ended finally, as I got to the second third etc and finally the break I really hate the break because I'm a loner that's where most of the bullies hit on me, I grabbed my lunch as I sat alone by the table a girl came to me I thought I'd finally have a friend but she asked if she could take the chair I nodded and she took it away I felt lonely and more useless I just hate it when people treat me like a ghost when I saw the populars coming I thought it'd be best if I walked away I'm not hungry anyways when I was walking I felt someone behind me as I turned around it was Ben, he pushed me and said "Loser I heard you had a crush on me" he took a deep breath and made a disgust face then he continued and said "That a disgusting girl like you should never ever think of being with me" he kicked me while the populars we're laughing at me then he walked away with his popular friends and I ran to the bathroom and cried for a long time until the break ended I washed my face and thought to myself Jennifer you're weaker than last year.

I headed to classes until finally it was time to go home, I sat on the bus I fell asleep I was so tired everything was blurry until we arrived home I went home and just didn't talk to anyone I didn't feel like telling my mom that I'm still a loser and I have no friends I turned on the shower as I was crying so hard, yup another day in the "Slave House". I got off the shower watched some TV until mom and dad said they have some news for me, they'll be taking a vacation to London leaving me all by myself ? WHAT ? more loneliness.

I had no choice I tried everything but nothing I could say could make them stay so I just accepted the fact and said I'll be fine, they'll be leaving in two weeks and they'll be back in a month or less if I needed them, and I'd have a babysitter too I argued telling them I'm 15 I don't need a babysitter but nothing worked the idea was stuck in their brain, but they told me they'd get Grant Landis as my babysitter I thought to myself Grant the boy I hear his music ? he has no time for me, they said yes he does we're paying a lot, because we love you Jenny.

maybe I should get some friends in those two weeks so I won't be alone ? I sat there thinking of my life how fucked up it is? Grant Landis will come to my life and he'll see that it's fucked up too oh god I'm such a failure ?

What would happen next ? Would Jennifer get friends ? Would the bullies get worst since her parents are leaving? What would happen to Jennifer ? would Jennifer have a good relationship with her babysitter Grant Landis ?

Stay Tuned.