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Jennifer's POV

The weather was so beautiful, It was cloudy and the winds we're blowing a warm sweet air that gave me chills, It was a really romantic evening and I would definitely prefer to spend it with Grant landis than my Mom, Yeah I know it been awhile since I saw my mom but I wish she'd just forget everything and be herself for once.

She told me that we are driving home, so I thought why not ask her about Grant ? I know she thinks he's the bad guy after everything that happened, If I didn't run away from DisneyLand things would be way better than now. But I wouldn't change anything if I had a choice, I loved Grant Landis even more if that's even possible when he came to save me I felt my heart was beating out his name my love for him was un-normal at that time, I've never felt this way before.

I asked shamefully "Mom, Would I ever be able to see Grant ever again ?", She ignored me. I asked again "Mom, You don't get it. I love Grant so much and I can't live without him" I took a deep breath I knew I was gonna get yelled at but for Grant I'd handle all the punches in the world.

I asked again "When would I be able to see Grant, I know you're going to ground me but you can't ground me forever", She smiled but her smile was fake it was scaring me and then suddenly she stopped the car, she was driving in the speed of 100 so I lost control of my body and almost hit my head on the front seats.

yes I sit in the backseat, My mom wouldn't let me sit in the front seat saying "I'm too young", I had no comment on that except she always treats me like a 10 years old but it gets worst she yelled her lungs out "YOU GET TO SEE HIM OVER MY DEAD BODY"

I wanted to yell back, I wanted to tell her I'm not a little girl anymore but I chose to ignore that comment until she calms down and then we can talk about it calmly and she allows me to see Grant, I just hope Grant is doing better than what I am doing.

Grant's POV

The note, didn't effect me at all I didn't fall down on my knees and started crying my eyes out. I got better at handling it but the pain is still the same, I thought I was done with feeling that way.

Her parents hate me, I screwed up. I runned my hands over my hair while walking fastly and nervously.

I didn't even have the guts to continue chasing after her, I guess I was just done. I chased over Jennifer for a thousand times, And it all ends up with a different problem but this time I just can't do it. I'm sorry.

I feel  this pain in my stomach it feels like there is a huge TNT in my stomach ready to explode anytime, I layed my hands over my stomach, "Forget" her mom said, How could I forget Jennifer? How do I forget someone who gave me so much to remember ? She cured the dead inside of my soul, Forgetting her feels exactly like remembering someone I have never met.

I'm sad, I'm broken and I'm feeling dead inside of a live body. But you know what ? I'll put on a happy face and try to forget. It will torture me and it will hurt but I will survive.

Jennifer's POV

We reached to our new home, It was cold as the ice the rooms we're still empty it was the first time when I looked at something we call a "Home" without remembering my childhood memories or anything in it, The neighbours we're looking at us with dirty looks and hiding their kids from us, I missed our old neighbours, The neighbours that didn't care about us at all I guess now we're the new family in town.

My mom chose a room for me, But honestly it didn't feel the same. I asked about our old house "Mom, What happens to our old house?", "You don't have to worry about anything" She said kissing my forehead.

I smiled and said "Maybe I should walk in our new neighbourhood and get to know it", "It's okay darling, Just take care of yourself and be home for dinner" My mom said.

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