Big Girls Are Beautiful Too

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Unique

My alarm clock woke me up today I didn't want to go to school because I already know what my day going to be like it's going to suck I have to work after school I don't need to but I want to help my mom and Grandma out my life sucks I'm fat ugly and no one wants to be with me I have no friends and I'm all alone besides my mom and my grandma they the only ones that talks to me they always tell me I'm beautiful inside and out no matter what no one says but I can't seem to believe that because wherever I go they look at me with disgust and people talk about me right in my face I got up out of bed and start getting ready I put my work uniform in my backpack so I can change at work and employee bathroom I hopped in the shower washed up got out brush my teeth in did my hair and then lotion up my body put on my clothes in sprayed a little bit of perfume and walk out my room with my book bag on my back I went downstairs grab the Apple that's all I need I don't need to eat anything else maybe I shouldn't eat this apple maybe I should starve maybe I will lose some weight because right now no one likes me

I got downstairs and see my mom and grandma getting ready to go to work I kiss them both good morning I was going to head out the door my mom wanted to take me to school but I told her I needed to walk I'm too fat I needed to lose this weight but she told me I'm beautiful and that I wasn't fat I was thick and if anybody tell me different they need glasses because if they can't see my potential then they not worth being around I want to believe what she was saying I really did my grandma back  her up saying that I was beautiful and that I was a gift from God and God never put anything ugly on this Earth he may put people with ugly Souls here but you are loved and she told me no matter what to always know that you are beautiful keep your head held high and never let anybody tell you what you are

I so desperately wants to believe that I was beautiful and thick but we all know that's a lie I headed out the door saying thank you to them for the compliments and walked to school

I am so rude I forgot to introduce myself my name is Unique Faithfully Jones and this is my story