Big Girls Are Beautiful Too

Ch:10

Unique

The day was the best of my life I have fun all my insecurities when away just for that moment I laughed I drunk I ate and I bowl I had so much fun for the entire night he made me feel like I was a princess and I was the only girl that he gave me compliments he let me win the game I never knew that it could be this much fun I just hope he don't hurt me because all my life I Been hurt and now I think my life is changing but I hate for it to be a roadblock and me be in pain again because he play with my heart I just hope the words that he said I'll his mouth is what he really mean because I hate to let him in and he use my heart as a soccer ball because it's already damaged

so please God please don't let him hurt me please don't let him play with my feelings please don't let him tell me all the things that I wanted to hear only for him to use me and tossed me aside like I mean nothing to him I already have low self-esteem what more do you want from me please let him be the one that I supposed to be with and if not show me a sign so I can leave before my heart gets involved because I'm starting to feel feelings for him and I don't want to get too attached if he's not meant to be so please show me the sign

That was my prayer to God I pray that he was the one and I don't have to put a lock on my heart and push him away if he's not the one cuz I want you to be but I don't want to be hurt