Run Away, ⁿᵒᵐⁱⁿ

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— jaemin

I exited the cafe as Hyung decided to wait for Taeyong Hyung there.

I was still shocked from what he said about Jeno.

Stop thinking about it, Na Jaemin!

Just because he's like that too doesn't mean you have to confess all of the sudden!

But.. should I really?

You can't!

Ugh— love is truly tiring.

I was at the National Library of Korea and I decided to read some books to calm thyself.

As I was reading books, I also decided to listen to soft music, prefers piano.

After a while, I decided to look for more so, I look around the library. I was about to go down the stairs until I saw a very familiar boy looking around.

I froze and put on my hood, turning away from him. I put on my face mask and glasses and pretended that I was looking for books.

He passed by me and I sighed in relief. I followed him as he continued looking around. There are times he looks back but I always hide in time.

ㅡ

I gave up when I lost him. I suddenly got a message from my mother.

My decision.. what can I do?

— jeno

I head back home after hours of looking for Jaemin. I heat up all the food he made and heard the doorbell.

I opened the door and Chaeyoung suddenly fell into my arms, my eyes widened.

"Jeno-ah~ I missed you." She said, wrapping her arms around me as she buried her face on my chest. I can smell alcohol from her.

"Why did you drink?"

"Causee whyy nott!?" I covered her mouth when she shouted. She suddenly spun me around and pinned me to the wall.

"Chaeyoung, not here please." I said but then she pouted and tip toed to my height before smashing her lips onto mine. My eyes widened as I try to get her off me but that only made her cling into me more.

I heard the elevator open and I shut my eyes. I heard a familiar gasp and I looked at my side immediately when Chaeyoung broke the kiss..

Jaemin..

"Oppa~ let's finish inside your room~" Chaeyoung dragged me in my house as she shut the door and pushed me down the sofa.

"Park Chaeyoung! STOP IT!" I shouted, making her flinch. I get her off me before grabbing the house keys of Jaemin. I then exited the house and went to Jaemin's place but when I was about to turn the key hole, it didn't.

Instead, he left his key there in the key hole because he'll know I'll enter his house.

"Jaemin! Open the door please!" I said, barging on the door.

"Please.."

— jaemin

I cover my mouth as I can clearly hear Jeno's sobs. I shut my eyes, hoping this nightmare would be over and wake up, with everything completely normal.

But this nightmare is a reality. I'm in reality. We're in reality.

And it seems like, Fate isn't on my side. Jeno continues knocking on the door but I learned how to ignore it.

I learned how to ignore his calls. I learned how to ignore his voice. I learned how to ignore his messages.. I learned how to ignore Lee Jeno.

I went to the kitchen, fixing all the groceries. I told Renjun that I would go back to Incheon since his cousin will also come back.

I put on my earphones and decided to cook dinner for myself. I reread mom's messages again and thought of it.

"Should I stay or not?"

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