Song: New Perspective by Panic! At The Disco
The sun shined through the opened binds directly into Daniel Howell's eyes. After wincing for a few minutes, Dan had realized that he had indeed slept in the same bed as Phil last night. Remembering this made Dan all gidy and excited as if Brendon Urie had done the 'high heels work' move right in front of him. Dan turned around to see Phil most likely aleep but, when Dan turned Phil wasn't there. Phil wasn't even in the room.
"Phil?" Dan called to check if Phil was in the room. No responce.
Dan got up still groggy from sleeping and began to walk down the stairs to the kitchen where maybe Phil was.
Dan looked into the kitchen and saw the elder blue-eyed boy sitting at the table with of course, some cereal.
"Morning, love," Phil smiled as he set his spon down on the wooden table. "Are you hungry?" Dan shook his head 'no' as Phil grabbed his hand to escort him to the table. "Did you dream about anything last night?" Phil asked as he shoved his spon into his mouth.
"No," Dan smiled. "I typically don't have dreams much, which kinda sucks. But, everytime I do have a dream the celebrity hates me." (How Dan has his dreams, is based off of me. It sucks when Brendon Urie tells you that he won't ever come back and he's yelling at you...)
Phil laughed at Dan's silly description of how his dreams were.
"Well, I had a dream last night," Phil smiled. "Last night I had a dream that I met James Charles on an airplane to Hong Kong and he said he loved me but, I told him to back the fuck up because I'm with you. So, James got mad at me and cried diamonds I'm guessing because when I asked him what he was crying he simply said 'gucci tears'."
Dan laughed harder then he ever has before with the story of Phil's dream. Phil laughed as well with his tounge sticking out of his mouth on the side. Dan thought it was so fucking cute. They sat in silence for a while as Phil ate his milk-drentched cereal and as Dan watched the boy he loved more than anything in the universe. The clouds seemed to disperse when Phil was around, the sky was bluer, the animals seemed to be happier and the sun seemed to shine brighter... But, not as bright as Phil.
"Hey, Daniel," Phil asked as he got up to put his bowl in the sink. "Are we gonna, y'know, go trick-or-treating this year?"
Dan sat and thought about the pros and cons of going trick-or-treating this year seeing as he has Cancer. The main great pro was that he would be trick-or-treating with Phil, but the worst con was that he would end up losing his breath and slowing Phil down the whole time, maybe even die. But, Dan wanted to die anyways so this con did not effect him. Sadly though, Dan knows that Phil cares too much about Dan so if Dan died, Phil would be depressed and bawling his eyes out for days, weeks, maybe even months. And Phil is the type of person when he loses someone very very special to him he would most likely kill himself. Dan had a huge decision to make: Risk his life to go trick-or-treating with Phil or stay home making Phil want to stay home because he doesn't want to leave Dan alone and miss trick-or-treating.
"W-We can go trick-or-treating this year." Dan smiled at Phil as the blue-eyed boy got back to the table.
"Great! We'll go shopping for costumes this afternoon!" Phil wrapped his arms around Dan and brought him into a tight hug. "Your such a strong little soldier." Phil said as he kissed the top of Dan's head.
"What do you mean?" Dan laughed as he smiled up at Phil.
"You keep going to make sure the people you love are happy, even if it will end up hurting you." Phil explained.
The boys held each other in the hug for a while feeling as if this was stopping time. Just one question remains though: Will Dan make it through trick-or-treating?
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Aye m8! Sorry for the shorter update. I'm going to try and update every day now to finish up this story. This story is set to have 42 chapters overall. So, that means there's only 15 chapters left. If you want any updates on anything else, or this story, comment them down right
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Look forward to an update soon my little beans! Stay Alive! II-//
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