After teaching Brittany not to post pictures of Aleks and I, I decided to just forget about it. At this point, it doesn't even matter. I sigh as I turned my head towards Jordan, who was walking towards the kitchen. Since there really was nothing else to do, I ended up following him in there. Jordan then moved swiftly towards the sink and started wiping and rinsing the dishes. "How's it going?" I asked coming up behind him. "Fine, I guess. I just need to wash the dishes because the others are too lazy to do it." He said looking towards me.
"Mind if I help? There's nothing much to do right now, other then scream nonsense to Brittany. Which I don't feel like doing." I replied smiling a little. "You're new here though, I mean, I wouldn't mind but, most people who are new just don't bother to help, no offense to them." He says, while trying to keep his back straight. "Let's just say I'm different." I say smiling. "That's what they always say." He says jokingly as he rolls his eyes. "Sure." I laugh.
After him and I chatted together, he moved over so I could help with the dishes. Honestly, from the looks of how many dishes there are, I could tell some people are lazy, just like Jordan said. But, I won't judge, because I don't want to end up like the people back then, who were always stuck up and had to be little miss princesses, to where they wanted everything. They were wannabes, who wanted to be queen at the time. Enough of this, I don't want to remember the past.
After cleaning the dishes with Jordan, it was about 2:30. I'm surprised that time hasn't gone any faster. It seemed like it wanted to go slow. I walked out of the kitchen back into the cold living room. "I just might go back home you guys. I don't have many things to do anymore." I say as I shifted my weight to my right leg. "Can I come?" Aleks asked. He was sitting on the couch watching Eddie and Brittany play on their 3Ds' while giggling like maniacs. "Why not." I say as I standing up straight again. "But I can tell you there's not much to do there either." I continued.
"I don't care, at least I can get away from these idiots." He rolled his eyes. "I heard that!" Cj yelled from the hall. "Okay everyone, I'm going now. I guess I'll see you later." I say as I head towards the front door, Aleks following. As I opened the door a few 'Goodbye's could be heard. I walk up to my car and hop in, Aleks doing the same. I start the car and start driving home. I've gotten used to driving back and forth because of learning from my mistakes, which was always me going down the wrong roads continuously.
After a few minutes of talking about what songs Stuck In Your Radio would be playing and releasing, we arrived at my house. We exit the car and head up the sidewalk. I grab my keys and walk up to the front door, sticking in the key and twisting it, hearing the familiar 'Click', I open the door to be greeted with cold air. "Nice place." Aleks says as he walks in behind me, closing the door after him. "Thanks. I just might go into my room for awhile. I'm not sure what you want to do, but go do what you want." I say as I head up the stairs and into my room.
It feels nice to be back in here. I walk over towards my bed and put my belongings by my bed. I stretched and looked around. I stopped and viewed the piano. I walked to it and sat down on the stool. I wondered on which song I should play. Then an idea came to my head as I rest my fingers on the keys. As I played the first note, a smile was put onto my face in an instant. I was playing Happy Little Pill by Troye Sivan, one of the best songs ever, in my opinion.
Every single note made my heart tingle. I even had the urge to sing the song, which I did every now and then. To be honest, I never really thought that I was a good singer, but my parents and siblings thought I was. It is a type of dream that I have, you know, like when you're younger and you had always wanted to become something amazing, or someone amazing. Ever since I was younger I have always wanted to become a pianist and a singer too. But I'm not quite sure if it will become true.
I then have finished the song, which has also finished my happiness. I sighed then got off the stool, heading towards my bed to pick up my phone again. I then head towards my door, to find Aleks standing right behind the corner. "What are you doing around here, snooping around?" I ask while walking down the stairs with him. "I was just listening to you sing and play. No big deal." He says walking back over to the couch. "Don't make fun of me okay?" I say as I sat down in the chair that was next to the couch, which was also against another wall.
"I wasn't making fun of you. It's better then my singing." He says blankly. "Oh." I mumble as I took out my phone and checked some things on Twitter, to see what was happening from other people. It seems like Brittany and the Creatures went over to go record some videos for YouTube, which might take them around two hours or maybe even one. I sigh as I put my phone down and looked over towards Aleks. He had both of his eyes staring at me.
"Aleks?" I ask. There was no answer. "Aleks?" I ask once again. There was a moment of silence before he got up and off the couch. I was staring at him while he walked up to me and pulled my arm, which then forced me off the chair. "Wha-" I was then cut off by being squished against his chest, his arms wrapping around me tightly. "I love it when you say my name." He said, but it turned out muffled. The breath coming out of his mouth was hitting against the top of my head.
"W-What? A-Aleks what are you doing?!" I say gripping onto his hoodie with my shaking hands. At this point in time, I was hyperventilating. "I love you. I always have since the first day I've met you." He muttered. There was silence, and that's when I decided to take a deep breath and speak up. "I-I can't... No. I can't..." I whispered. I don't have enough courage to date someone. I don't have the guts. I'm afraid that something will happen. This all to sudden. I'm scared. I don't want to be made fun of like I was 9 years ago. People laughing and saying I'm ugly and not wanted. It was all because of him. That one boy.
It took a couple of seconds for Aleks to realize what I had said. "Oh." He says as he loosens his grip around me. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, um, uh. I'll just go now. Sorry for what I caused." He says as he lets go of me and looks into my eyes. His eyes were mixed with sorrow and regret. He then walked towards the front door and opened it, the bright sun blinding us both. He walked outside, closing the door behind him. I stood there, taking deep breaths as I slowly process what just happened within the past 5 minutes.
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Hey. Finally done with this chapter. I tried making it longer, but I'm not sure it is. Madi wrote more of her story for me, so I decided to write more for her and you guys. I put some fluff, but as you can see it didn't end well. You guys must hate me now, but oh well. Hope you enjoyed, if not, well then... I don't know. But I guess I'll stop talking, I'll see you guys in the next chapter.
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